Say You Want Me( Rierra fan fiction)

Epilogue

Hi everyone!! Sorry for not updating I've had a little break but now I'm back, thanks for reading, keep it up and I'm so sorry to say that the book ends here. This is the last chapter. Thank you all for reading an for a vote it feels. <3 I don't know if there will be a sequel but if you want there to be one post a comment and let me know. Bye for now!

Ramin's pov

After a few weeks of being with Sierra I went abck to London to see my other family, the truth was that Amanda never left me, I left her for another. When I got abck to London I stayed for a week I wanted to spend time with my boy's. 

And the more time I spended with them I realized what I almost left behind. My family. I love my wife and my son's more than anything but that night when I slept with Sierra I felt something. Something I've never felt with Mandy before. Lust. I could'nt control it. What Sie and I have shared over these amazing weaks, well they have been amazing and I will always tresure them and I will always care and love Sierra that will never change and that is also something that Amanda needs to accept. 

I never told her that I've had an affair. I can't tell her and break her heart but I don't want to break Sierra's heart eaither. But someone has to lose, this is not something I want to do but I have to for my family.

I was in New York again and I went up the stairs to Sierra's house. I nocked carefully on the door I hope she's not asleep. I have to do this now. She opened the door and she was dressed in a green robe and her hair was a mess. She rubbed her eyes and woke up quickley when she realized who it was. 

"Oh..God dude, don't you know what time it is?" she said annoied but it was still sweet. " I know Sie, sorry but i need to talk to you it's serious, can I come in?" I asked as gentley as I could. How am I going to say this?

Sierra let me ina nd closed the door behind her and looked at me with confusion. "What's up?" she said." Okay, when I was in London I saw my boy's and Mandy..." she cut me off. "Oh ok and when is the divorce trugh?" she had hope in her eyes, did she really love me that mutch that she acctually wanted a life with me? this just makes it worse. I'm sutch an idiot.

"Sierra...Amanda and I are not getting a divorce" I said in a soft tone. Her smile dropt, her eyes was filed with tears, I could see it so clearley. "What?" she said with tears in her voice aswell. 

"I'm sorry but I can't leave my family..." I said again she turned away from me. "No you're just saying that because you don't wnat to be apart from your kids!" she said raising her voice. The room went silent for a minute. 

"You love me I know you do you said so yourself, and you also said when we had that coffie at Starbucks...2 she stoped talking and turned around to face me. I could look at her in the eyes anymore. I feel so ashamed of what I have done. "You...you lied to me?" she said. 

I came closer to her and I was trying to calm her down but she slaped me. "You bastard!" she screamed and she could'nt hold in her tears anymore. "I love you! You used me becuase your marrige got boared and you found the perfect woman to play with, fantastic!" she snaped at me. 

I could'nt hold in the tears anymore. "Sierra, I did'nt lie to you about my feeling's for you. I love you and I always will but I can't leave my family, I still love my wife, and if I did'nt love her than thing's would be different. But I do." 

Sierra just looked at me."Ramin what are you saying?" she said. I took a breath " I'm sorry Sie, but I think we should break up".

Sierra's pov

How could he do this to me? he was standing there withme as I wiped away my tears and looked at him. The man I love is leaving me for his wife. I kissed him passionatley, a kiss of love, he slowly kissed me back as he cuped my face. "I love you" I wispered. "I love you too" he said as he kissed my forehead. He slowly let go of my hands as he went up to the door. I could see in the corner of my eye as he looked at me one last time before he closed the door and left.

After I heard the door close I collapsed on the floor. I cried my eyes out, Ramin has left me and I never got the chance to tell him that I'm pregnant.

Say you'll share with me one love

One lifetime, lead me save me from my solitude

Say you want me with you here beside you

Anywere you go let me go too

That's all I ask of you