#4
Dear Mello
its been two months since i sent you that last letter,
Everything just keeps getting darker and lonelier,
ive started having halucintations of you... of when me and you lived in wammy's.
the doctors ive visited gave me heaps off pills to take. they keep saying i have deppression not like i never had it though right? hah
i dont overdose on the pills because i have a feeling that your just going to walk through the front door at any moment.
hah cheesy as fuck but yet it still keeps me going.
i guess the cigarettes help too. they calm me down when i have the sudden urges to kill myself.
you dont have to worry about me though mells. ill be fine.
love matt
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