I was pacing in front of Ethan's door. How can I screw things up this bad. "Hey, there you are" Ethan opened the door. I've been waiting for you. Shit he's serious.
I came inside "You want something to drink or eat?" I had no desire to eat or drink. "I'm good" I finally said. "What's wrong you're quite?" Ethan walked up to me. "You wanted to talk so I'm her to talk and I'm nice planning on something else."
"Oh yeah about that I had nothing to do with that video. If you think I had something to do with it" sure Mrs. Dolan has nothing to do with it. Woah I have some mixed feelings. "I know that you wouldn't do that, but about last night. "
"Yeah about that what's wrong?" I wanted to tell him how much I really like him and that I wanted to be friends but I had no idea how. "Um yeah about that are we.." I gave him that look. "Dating? No way right? Not after what happened right you agree with that right?" Did you hear that ? That was my heart breaking in million pieces. "Yeah friends just friends"
I tried hard to hold back my tears. "I need to go school" I walked to my car and had a mental breakdown. How could I be this stupid? He never loved me he just needed someone. And i was the one he needed. I kept telling myself to stop crying but. Fuck I love him.
At School.
I just walked through the hallways with my head low. Trying not to get noticed. "Omg that's that slut from the video"
I saw two girls pointing at me. It didn't matter if I did a plastic surgery people would still know who I was it's official I screwed up.Everywhere I walked I could hear and see them talking shit about me. I wish I was strong but I'm not I could feel the tears come again so I ran to the toilet.
"Did you saw the news today, I find it so disgusting you don't fuck a guy that you just met it's gross I hope that she goes to hell. ""Yeah I hope she goes there too" okay I'm done with this shit. I'm just going to ignore them. I dried my tears and walked out of the stall. I could see that they were shocked. I gave them a fake smile and walked out of the toilet and went to my classroom.
"How did his dick taste ?" I recognized that voice. "What do you want Bailey?" She handed me a paper. "Read it, if you can" I opened the paper.
"Stay Away From My Boyfriend"
"Your boyfriend? Sorry but the last time I checked he was all over me literally." I could hear some oohs going around the classroom. "ha ha you're so funny I wonder who sent that video" that little fucker."You did this" she smiled "Oh Zaramaya who said that? I clearly didn't" i swear to god imma kill her ass. "You just fucking said that" she laughed. "Is little Zara mad? Should I call your daddy 1 or daddy 145 since you've got thousands of them. " the whole class started laughing even Madison what even.
"Okay you two cut it off just wait until the break please"
I hate being in this class.Eth💙: We need to talk again. Meet me after this period.
break
I looked for Ethan but I couldn't find him anywhere. "Sorry I know I'm late needed to talk to the dean" Ethan gave me a kiss on my forehead. "Whoa cowboy what happened with friends?" He laughed. "Did I ever said that we were friends?""Yeah you said that" he looked confused. "You sure that I wasn't drunk? Because I think that I said that we weren't dating and we aren't. "
"God dammit I love you, you goofy fuck" I kissed him. " I love you too you want to go on a date?" He took his car keys . "Now I can't do that I can't risk that"
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Short update lol its so bad😭😂
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Fiksi Remaja"Hey I'm Zaramaya. And you're watching My channel. "As you can see by the title of this video I'm going to school" Zara is a YouTube and vine celebrity for almost a year now. But there's a problem she had to go to a school not a normal public school...