Avengers x reader.

[Comfort] Sam Wilson x reader

You laid sprawled out across your bed, the covers were messily spread across half of you body. You stared blankly at the will in front of you with a bunch of thoughts racing through your head making you sigh quietly, Although you weren't usually one to cry, in this situation it was hard to keep the tears from rolling down your cheeks. You hadn't been out of your room for hours now, feeling insecure and nervous. Why? There wasn't a legitimate reason, only that your mind was all over the place and none of the thoughts you were having were good ones. You decided it was best to keep to yourself today instead of raining on other peoples day with your mood, thinking that they're probably be better without you. You didn't realize but tears had slipped from your eyes and dampened the pillow beneath your head slightly.

That was when your 'peace' was interrupted when Sam, your best friend barged in, without knocking of course like always, saying, "Alright Lazybones, you've been in here long enough. I'm hungry, get dressed and lets go out and get some coffee," Sam didn't notice your state as he pulled the curtains open so the light filled the room. He didn't notice that you were crying until his words were met with silence "[Y/n] ?" He asked, sitting down beside you.

"Sam, leave... Please." You practically choked out, with a shaky voice as you attempted to pull the covers over yourself more but was stopped by Sam, "Hey, hey, what's wrong? Who needs me to give them a beating?" he raised an eyebrow. Sighing, knowing how persistent he'll get, you sat up with your knees pulled to your chest and your head resting on top of them. He'd known you for so long he could write a trilogy of books about you by know. That includes most of your insecurities despite never intentionally discussing them with him.

"Sam I- I can't do this anymore, " You admitted in a quiet tone, moving your head up to look at him but quickly directing your gaze to the covers on the bed. "God I'm a mess, look at me. Crying over something so stupid but fuck- I just- I just hate myself so much," You told him, trying your best to not burst out crying. You personally thought it was stupid to cry and hated doing it but sometimes you can't help it.

A shocked expression spread across Sam's, cute, face. He had always known his best friend to be strong, to not let her feelings get the best of her. He sighed and sat next to you and pulled you into a strong hug, his arms wrapped around your body, pulling you against his muscular chest. Putting your legs down, you allowed him to do so. His hugs sent a warm fuzzy feeling along your spine, they always calmed you down. "[Y/n], you're a smart girl but sometimes that little brain of yours can falter you know, " He replied, confusing you completely. "What I'm trying to say is you're such an amazing person and you have no idea how goddamn shocking it is for you to say that. You're absolutely stunning, intelligent, funny- In my book you're perfect," Sam kissed your forehead and rested his chin gently on top of your head, "And we all love you. Especially me. " he continued.

By this point, the tears were out of happiness. How he always made you happy and cheer you up was unknown but you did know how much you loved the guy, "Sam I'm sorry- Thank you so much..." You whispered, making him give you a small chuckle, "What would you do without me huh?" he replied jokingly making you smile. "Shut it birdbrain," you kissed his cheek, Thank god you had him by your side.