Is Liam Payne A Cheater ?

Chapter Five: Being A Zombie Is Lonely

Sophie's point of view-

I was numb, all of my emotions were shut down. I didn't want to think about the people who made me like this. I decided to just move about my day like some zombie. I don't care what people think of me, I'm heartbroken and betrayed. I don't know how to react to this, Emma will probably show up here to ask Daisy for advice and what am I supposed to do if I'm living here now?

"Hey Soph, I know you probably don't want to eat, but just in case I'm going to leave the box of granola bars next to you." Daisy whispered, placing the box literally next to me -as in basically on my lap. I didn't want to eat, but then again, I really needed to, so instead of acting the depressed bum I was, I decided it is time for an attitude change. I grabbed a bar from the box and unwrapped it, while standing up to get in the shower. I think its time I got over this. I'm going to move on and be happy without Liam, maybe I'll even forget about him somewhere along the way...

Liam's point of view-

All I could think about was Sophie, I can't stop thinking about her. I realized only after I read the note how much I loved her. When the thoughts of never meeting her came across my mind, thoughts of Danielle replaced them. Now thoughts of both girls are fighting for my attention. Danielle meant so much to me. But so did Sophie. I was in love with both girls. I stopped seeing Emma after I found the note.

Emma had been trying to contact me for a couple days now. Asking if I was okay. Asking if I could come over. Asking where I'd disappeared to. I never answered her. Nor did I ever answer everyone else's calls. If the boys called, I put them through to voicemail and if Emma called I would pick up and hang up. There's only one number I'm waiting to see on the screen of my phone.

That would be Sophie's. I don't want to see any numbers appear on the phone except hers. I'm a mess without her. But why am I a wreck over a girl that doesn't even love me. All I want to see is her wonderful smile. and I want to hear her laugh. I'd give anything to see her in my hoodies, and t-shirts. I miss her, a lot. She doesn't even love me anymore though. So why am I putting myself through this.

I should get over this. I mean, nobody expects her to ever want me back, I doubt it now too. Maybe I'll give Danielle a call, see if she wants to come visit. We never officially dated, and we never had a relationship to break up. I do miss her a lot as well. I unlocked my phone faster then ever, and hesitated when her number was finally in front of me. Eventually I manned up and pressed on it.

*Ring*

*Ring*

*Ring*

"Hey, Liam." She said into the microphone. She sounded out of breath, and there was music in the background. Either she was at a party/club, or she was at dance. I really missed seeing her dance. That was one of the many things I missed about her, her love of dancing. Even if it was a completely inappropriate moment to dance, she would dance. In the middle of a store, in the middle of the street, while we were grocery shopping. She loved it, no matter where she was, or when.

"Liam? Are you still there?" She asked me. "Yeah. Yeah, I'm still here Dani." I whispered, abandoning my thoughts. "How are you Liam?" She asked in her soft voice. The music coming from her end of the phone quieted, I guess she's leaving wherever she was. "Broken. I'm broken and lonely Dani. I have nobody left." Tears are slowly beginning to form tracks down my face. "Oh Liam, honey, I'm actually in town, would you like me to stop by?" I would honestly love her to, but I don't need to be accused of sleeping around. Especially after all of this. "I would love for you to stop by Dani, but if you knew what was happening you would understand that you can't." I explained, standing up and shuffling over to the couch.

"Liam, I don't care what's happening. You live in an apartment building, it's not like anyone knows I'm going directly to your apartment. No matter what you say I'm coming to visit you. As soon as possible, so be ready."

Sophie's point of view-

"Hey Dais?" I asked, trying to find my dress in one of these boxes. "Yeah, Soph?" She asked walking in and sitting down in front of an unopened box. "Do you think Liam actually meant to hurt me? Like, do you think he doesn't love me anymore?" I gave up on trying to find the dress and sat down on the bare mattress. "Soph, oh, c'mon how am I supposed to answer that. I don't know if he meant anything or how he felt, but I do know that you are going to stand up, plaster a nice big smile on that pretty face, and get over him!" She explained, throwing the dress I was looking for at me.

Being a zombie is lonely. But I'm not a zombie anymore.

I'm going to pick my head up high and move on. I will look lively, and I'm not going to let this get me down.

Time to party!