Well Shit

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The last few days have been rough. Kise couldn't tell Aomine about the other ghouls wanting to kill him and he was trying frantically to come up with a plan, but no matter how much he tried to come up with a viable plan it just didn't happen. His mind would float to somewhere else, like his boyfriend or to Kasamatsu-senpai, wondering if he was okay.

They say that a shower can cure almost everything, well, apparently not your collapsing mental state and constant distress due to a rather difficult situation that is yknow, getting killed. But you can try right?

It has been 10 minutes and Kise has been spacing out so fucking hard, he was disassociating so fucking much he could barely feel his body and if he wasn't feeling so fucked up he would most likely pass out. Not like he is any farther away from passing out since his body is most likely not even producing energy anymore.

"Kise? Is everything alright? You've been there for almost half an hour." Aomine said seeming rather concerned.
Kise slowly looked to the door barely even seeing it and then looked towards the bathroom mirror, he could barely see and he knew to some extent that he had to snap out of that shit, he couldn't just stay like that. His boyfriend was out there worried about him and he had to get shit done. He could die at any moment if they found him and they can and will kill Aomine if they reach him in any way.

He had to get his shit together.
Together
NOW

"Fuck" Kise forced himself to say, he was trying so hard to just not give up right now. "Fuck!" He said louder forcing his body to wake the fuck up because he didn't have fucking time for this shit. "Kise?" Aomine asked seeming even more concerned. "I'm, I'm okay..." Kise managed to say in a audible tone. "I just, I just hit my toe on the fucking wall like what the fuck!" Kise was going to turn to the door but he still barely had energy so he almost fell down but at least he wasn't a dead body. "Holy shit I fucked up." Kise breathed out, he literally just realized just how fucked up he was and how he almost let himself slip from this to another one, he realized he almost died. Not physically, but mentally, he almost let his insecurities and fears consume him to a point where he was dead. But he had people who care for him, and people who he cares about that he wants to spend the rest of his life with.

"I'll be coming out in a minute I just need to recompose from this shit." Kise said as he leaned on the wall as the water still ran over his body, he was still weak but he had to get out of that bathroom. He heard Aomine laught a bit at his 'misfortune' of hitting his toe on the wall like, who the fuck does that?

He turned off the water and started to dry himself just thinking about how miserable he felt and how did he get like that. He used to be so full of life, so true to himself and he didn't use to lie to his boyfriend. And he didn't use run away from ghouls that wanted to kill him. Hell, he never had to run away from ghouls.

"I have to kill him." Kise whispered out loud without thinking too much. But once he realised what the fuck he just said he felt rage coming through his body. How could he think like that? Didn't he love his boyfriend?! Not even a little bit?! "I have to tell him."

Kise rushed to her dressed and ran out of the bathroom. "Aomine!" He ran to the small couch on the hotel room and stopped in front of Aomine.

"Hm? What do you want Kise? You're still mad at the wall that you kicked in the bathroom?" Aomine lazily laughed and looked up to Kise who looked more distressed than ever. "No Aomine this is serious. I've been hiding something from you and it's just stupid to keep it for myself. Hell, I don't even know what is even happening anymore! I'm just so fucking dead inside and so tired of this fucking shit and I just-"
Aomine stood up and grabbed Kise's face and touched foreheads with him. "Hey it's okay babe. Just breath and calm the fuck down okay? I know we are in a complex situation right now and I know nothing's  okay and I don't know if it's gonna be okay but just- just breath okay?"

Kise nodded and tried his best to recompose himself. How can he deal with all of this if he can't even calm down properly to tell his boyfriend that they would most likely going to die?

Kise sighed deeply and looked Aomine in the eye. " Aomine, we are, and you know it, we are in a very awful situation and, and I know I should've told you before but no the other ghouls didn't stop following us and we didn't come here for vacation. The others are waiting for the right moment to kill you or kill me and possibly kill both of us. So all I ask you is to breakup with me, go live in another country, possibly the United States," at this point Kise just started crying and tried being tough and tried to smile and make things lighter. "You love basketball, so going there would be good right? Haha I know you would be safe there. Just, just go and be safe, live your life go be a normal person instead of staying here and being with me and possibly dying. Haha I just, I just love you so much and I don't want you to die yknow? God I'm a terrible person" Kise was a wreck. Not that Aomine was any better after hearing this kind of shit. Aomine slapped Kise, hard. He stomped forward and decided it was time to really stop with this bullshit.

"Stop with this shit okay? I love you and I can't live without you! Stop all this bullshit! I don't care what you say, I'm going to stay with you and yes I fucking know we are going to die. We can't scape this! It's thousands of them against the two of us! It's really useless!" Aomine was panting due to the intensity of his speech. He hugged Kise and let his own tears flow. He wasn't much of a crier like his blonde stupid boyfriend. But times like this leaves you desperate and he couldn't help himself. Being though is no use now.

"Just know that I love you regardless of what happens. I will always love you Kise." Aomine mumbled and deep in his guts he knew that his time was coming. He just wished to spend his last moments with his loved one. 'Sorry mom, sorry dad. I shouldn't give up. I'm sorry' Aomine thought and that made him cry even harder than before.

The two just stood there, hugging each other, crying, savouring their
last moments together before the inevitable faith ruined their lives.

(Wow 1221 words? I'm surprised. Do you guys like suffering? Because I seem to make you suffer quite a bit specially since I take too long to update. My bad, I'm lazy as fuck.
See y'all in the next chapter you smol baked pies)

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