It's Sunday, July 10, 2016 and I'm feeling depressed. Like I said in the description my friend @hope and I was talking and she said I 'should write a book' . Now these are not going to be what all my other books are. But I'm trying to express my feelings. So thanks for reading.
~~Now it starts here~~
Like I said it is Sunday. Or to me sad day. I don't under stand I feel like sh*t. I want to cry but I can't. My brain is pure black. I not thinking anything. I'm just feeling sadness. I never try to feel sadness. But here I am feeling sadness.
Right now my friend said,"Do something that makes you happy" so I'm watching markiplier and writing this book. I have nothing else to do.
I'm alone in my room. Hating my self more than usual. I don't know what all to say. Soon I have to go to counseling for sucidel thoughts, not forgetting my sexual abuse, and wanting to harm my self.
Theres a lot of other things. Cause I dont think I'm okay with saying it here in a book.
I'm also sad. I want to tell my mom I have a girl friend. But then she will get mad and say it not right.
That's all I have to say till tomorrow. So bye.
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Feelings
RandomHi guys. This Is not going to be a real book. I'm just in a horrible mood and sad. And I think I'm depressed but my freind @Hope-Anne-W. Were talking so I decided I should write a book.
