Look at me. Just look. Don't talk. Don't stare. Just look. Look at what you caused me look at what you said. Slowly I say I'm fine it doesn't hurt. But still it hurts inside. Understand what I say. Don't nod. Don't say I'm sorry. Just understand.
Just watch me in the back of class. With my head down and that smile gone. Just watch as that happiness goes from my eyes. You don't see me show up every day. I'm still an object to make fun of. I'm not a beautiful girl to admire. I'm not a Cinderella that bibby Bobby boo. Will fix me.
But, I'm in the middle. Where you think I'm stupid even though I'm am smart. But, I believe you. I believe your dumb words. Silly me to believe your shit. But, I do, I'm such a DUMBASS. To listen to your dumb words.
My arms that are covered with past mistakes that still happen. One day. I will not show up to school. I will leave. I will die. I will give up on life. Not care no more. Thanks for that thanks.
You think you know everything about me. You don't. You call me a slut. I'm a virgin with no love life. You call me a dumb. I'm am smarter than you think. Do you understand. You say you do
You don't. You dont understand. It hurts
YOU ARE READING
Feelings
RandomHi guys. This Is not going to be a real book. I'm just in a horrible mood and sad. And I think I'm depressed but my freind @Hope-Anne-W. Were talking so I decided I should write a book.
