May 7th 2009 (after school)

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'Dear diary,

Like I said I'd probably write after school. I didn't eat during lunch again, the schools food sucks so bad. Cody gave me half his brownie and that was all I ate. Then I had English then history. Both boring. In English we were told we're gonna start writing an essay on global things. Alex is in my English class and he chose gay marriage, I'm doing suicide. 5 years ago -when I was 12- my mom commuted suicide, and I've lived with my dad since then. There's a reason I didn't live with him from the start, he didn't want me. He tried to get my mom to get an abortion but she said no. He hit her in the tummy to get rid of me but she protected me, his name is on my birth certificate so when she died I went to him... He hits me. A lot. Well that's all for now

Love, Topaz'

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