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'Dear Diary,

I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT JUST HAPPENED! Okay so I was sitting under the tree reading, and I saw Lanie. I closed my book to leave as fast as I could but she came and sat by me. She said "hi" then I said the same. When I went I get up she said she wanted to talk to me so I sat back down. We sat quietly for a while till she asked me what it's like to be a lesbian. I didn't even know how she knew I was one. When I asked her how she knew she said she didn't but now she does. I figured she'd run so she could tell the whole school but she didn't.. She kissed me. I didn't know how to respond, I had no feelings for her my feelings were for Clover but... Why would Clover ever kiss me? This is all I could get so I kissed back. We kissed for awhile till she looked in my eyes. She asked me to be her gf, I thought about Clover. I was scared but I said yeah to Lanie... I hope Clover will still be my friend.

Love, Topaz'

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