The girl with the brown eyes *girlxgirl* demi lovato fan fic

Chapter 42: flash from the past

Demi: baby girl talk to me are you okay?

Brenda: I'm fin-*faints*

?: shit!

Demi: baby girl wake up *shakes her* come on please

?:*calls someone on the phone* dude she didn't take it to well no she fainted she isn't waking up what if she wasn't ready you know I told that it too early dumbass get over here.right now *hangs up*

Demi:*looks at ?* who are you? Tell me right now before I call security you aren't the one that drove us this morning

?: I think we should wait until she wakes up for her to tell you

5 minutes layer they see Brenda start to open her eyes

Demi: omg finally Brenda who is this and why did you react that way you need to explain what's going on security its on the way

Brenda:*dizzy* I need water dems

Security runs to the car and takes Brenda out and give her water and check her out

Security: miss Demi she's gonna be find she fainted cuz something shocked her she just needs to relax

Demi: okay thank you guys so much

?: hey you okay there hot shot?

??:*out of breath* we got here as soon as we could got I can't breath

???: what happened? Dude wtf did you do you were suppose to approach her slow stupid!

?: I didn't do anything fuck I just talked to her and she stutter some words and fainted

Brenda:*annoyed and emotional* shut the fuck up the 3 of you god your a giving me a fucking headache and making me feel worse than I already do what the fuck are you even doing here and how did you find me?

??: b baller lets us explain please just five minutes and you know how we got people that know people

Brenda: explain you wanna fucking explain the fact that two years ago we were inseparable and we are fucking promises that you guys broke and up to this day am still.keeping them huh you wanna explain the fact that I told you who I really was and put your fucking sister and brother to college and gave all yo parents jobs but you couldn't be loyal to me

?: Brenda please just hear us out please

Brenda:*yells* there's nothing that I need to hear god just stop

shawn: there is more to it thank you know

Brenda: oh really well why don't you flatter me by telling me as I got all the time in the world for you guys*sarcastic*

Kyle: okay Brenda I get the fact that your hurt but you still got to respect us

Chyna: yeah Brenda we aren't strangers so don't treat ha like that

Demi: Brenda what's going on?

Brenda:*ignores her* respect huh really well if I did have any for you guys its a gone I can't believe you actually had the balls to come back after what yall did you guys call yourself loyal but you are far from that yall made a promise upon his grave and you broke it we all Did you guys promise that yall would be there for me but naw the next day I went to see you guys but yall were gone do you know how difficult it was for me to be there all alone basketball constantly reminding me of what I lost I.coulnt let down the team cuz they were counting on all of us to be there and play for them I kept my promise that's all that matters to me like honestly I could see you guys right now getting be beat up but I wouldn't jump in and.help you I have people now that really do care about me and no I don't regret yall you made me stronger but putting me through hell just know that he will always be my nightingale and still after what I been through I'm proud to say that if you guys need something I would give it to you in a heartbeat but don't tell me to let it go I I I'm sorry I can't do this *runs off grabbing Demi by the hand when she sees Ashley and Trey car pull over*

Chyna: Brenda baby b baller please *whispers*don't go

Once they get into the car

Brenda:*yells* go go go

the car speeds off

Trey: b what happen you look like you seen a ghost who were those people ?

Brenda:*putting her defenses up* no one and nothing you need to know just drop it I don't want to talk *puts her dr dre beats on and listens to music*

Ashley,Trey, and Demi look at each other

Ash: dems what happen back there?

Demi: we were just taking than the "driver" turn and talk to her Brenda started stuttering and.fainted all we need to know is that they need to stay away from my baby she look scared and.broken *they see Brenda drifting in and out of sleep*

Trey: I'll have to increase security at the show Brenda looks I'm stressed out

ash: she's been through hell ain't nobody hurting my baby sis again.over my dead body

Brendas pov: I ...I don't even know how to feel the last time I saw them was at his funeral I know that you guys are probably wondering what the hell is going on well I'll tell you two years ago I wasn't like this I was carefree I wasn't on coming back to the Hollywood life I was happy being "normal" even though I was working my ass off and hustling and doing school at the same time but I was happy I made a lot of friends I was popular that's when I met Kyle,shawn and chyna they weren't that popular but had friends we got a long instantly I guess you could say we ruled the school but I wasn't a bully in fact I was against it I know right now your like him who is he well his name was Deshawn we used to do everything together he was my best friend our school had a boy and girls basketball team so all of us were playing together me and d were called the dream team our coach and school believe that we could get far me and him already had full scholarships to Harvard university or yale they used to say that we were going to her married and have kids together and honestly deep down inside I knew that I wanted that with him he was my first like True love boy of course but over the few weeks leading up to the championship game he started not being himself he would lock himself in his room and not talk to me for days which was weird cuz we were inseparable one day he didn't show up at school so being the friends that we were we went to check on him in case he was sick when we got to the house his parents said that he wasn't home that he went to shoot hoops at our secret place we headed there but didn't see him we were making our way back to my apartment when I saw him he was getting ready jump off a bridge I ran towards but I got there late he was already underwater but before he went it he shot himself in the heart I jump in the water and took him out when we got out the freezing cold water I could still feel his heartbeat so I looked him in the day and told him that he couldn't leave me we were suppose to go to college together have babies and our family that I was in love with him he said that he loved me too but he couldn't stay but he was always going to be with me that night I lost everything I knew for the past two years my love everything he took his last breath in my arms he died inside my arms but he said something that I would never forget he said baby whenever you need me picture me next to you and I'll be there everything will become easier for you he made chyna,Shawn,Kyle promise that they wouldn't leave me and help me through it they promises but it wasn't enough for him he told them to promise upon his grave when he was buried that day he died he took a part of me that I will never get back since that day no one has been let in to the point where I had let him I rather leave than to be left after that I didn't believe in love anymore after his funeral they left and so did Deshawn family they left me all alone with the price and pain to pay that's when my problems started there's more but I think its enough for now just know I left that place and never looked back and to this day I haven't visited his grave or that town its to painful everything fell apart and so did I I was left broken,betrayed and used I hadn't seen them in a long time that's why I ran off I don't want them back into my life no that's just a punishment for me so with that I drifted into a deep sleep ....