The girl with the brown eyes *girlxgirl* demi lovato fan fic

Chapter 43: goodbye

Brendas pov: after I fell asleep I wasn't sure of what had happen until I was woken up by Trey saying that it was time for the show he had cancel everything that I had to do except for the concert I looked over at Demi and she looked like she had been crying or something her eyes looked all red and she looked pale I guess Ashley and Trey seen what was happening so they slowly made their way out of the room I was starting to her worried about Demi she wasn't being well herself how I knew her so I decided to break the silence and talk to her I got close and held her in my arms

Brenda: Demi talk to me what's wrong?

Demi: Brenda I I can't do this I won't do this to you .. You don't deserved it

Brenda: Demi what's going on?

Demi: I came her to tell you why I cheated so I am listen and don't interrupt okay?

Brenda nods

Demi: it was like a month after you left that I was cheating on you every single night and day when I got out of the x factor Wilmer would be there at the apartment or I would go over to his house and he would fly out to meet me when I wasn't in la I came here to I don't know apologize but I realized something I knew it was wrong what I was doing to you but I didn't care when he went home I would get out the shower and try to wash away the guilt and desired for him I thought I came here to win you back but I realized that I still have really deep feelings for Wilmer but that doesn't mean that I don't love you too but I just can't do this to you not now not ever what I'm trying to say is that I I *nervous* I want to give it another try with Wilmer and see how that goes

Authors pov: that right there crushed Brendas world she felt numb her inspiration and her idol had just finished breaking her instead of healing and fixing her heart

Brenda takes it all in and unwraps her arms from Demi

Brendas pov: now I know why she was crying she felt bad and guilty and Pity for me that's the last thing I needed from anyone I am Brenda I don't need nobodys sympathy I've always been better on my own

Brenda:*looks her in the eyes* well there's the door Demi open it and go on into his arms before its too late *stands up* you shouldn't keep him waiting

Demi: baby b this isn't how I want to leave things with you talk to me give me anger hate whatever to let me know how you feel that you still feel that you aren't turning cold that I haven't broken you please *begging*

Brenda:*sees her luggage by the door* you really shouldn't keep him waiting Demi his waiting for you with open arms go on girl be happy

Demi:*tears in her eyes* what about you huh? I just ruined one of my lovatics and someone who meant the world to me

Brenda:*no emotion* I'll be fine Demi there's no need to call or worried. Go! Demi before its too late and his gone I know his probably here waiting on his private jet waiting to take you home

Demi:*walks to the door and turns to look at her one last time*
I'm sorry princess I didn't mean to hurt you. I hope you find happiness and someone who deserves you goodbye

Brenda:*turns to look at her one last time and looks into her eyes* goodbye Demi remember no looking back go

Demi: I'll always remember you. You are forever tattoo on my heart *opens and leaves the hotel*

Brenda stays silent

Brendas pov: people say that the hardest thing is saying goodbye but no is not I'll tell you what the hardest thing to do is say goodbye and forgetting you ever met but I'll tell you something after tonight and I get my feelings out I'll pretend that I never met her as hard as it may sound I'll do my best . I made my way to grab my guitar and went out to the private balcony and just let words come out my mouth I took out a picture for my wallet of me and Demi it was us when I visited her for we day we were kissing in the picture I remember max took it the only thing left is memories

With that I started to let the music take over me

I can honestly say you've been on my mind Since I woke up today, up today I look at your photograph all the time These memories come back to life And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed I still feel it on my lips The time that you danced with me With no music playing

But I remember those simple things I remember 'til I cry But the one thing I wish I'd forget The memory I wanna forget Is goodbye

I woke up this morning and played our song And throwing my tears, I sang along I picked up the phone and then put it down 'Cause I know I'm wasting my time And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed I still feel it on my lips The time that you danced with me With no music playing

But I remember the simple things I remember 'til I cry But the one thing I wish I'd forget The memory I wanna forget

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up With your ringtone I hesitate but answer it anyway You sound so alone And I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed You still feel it on your lips The time that you danced with me With no music playing

You remember the simple things We talked 'til we cried You said that your biggest regret The one thing you wish I'd forget Is saying goodbye, saying goodbye Ooh, goodbye

brenda:*whispers* goodbye baby *finally breaks down crying and starts punching things*