Claire || h.s || Complete

Chapter 12 {Not Edited}

Dedication to: @Dat_FanFic

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Claire's POV~

I sat on my bed, hugging my knees and staring out the window. What does my father hate me so much for? What have I ever done to him? I personally think I am very nice to him.

I let out a sigh and took my arms off of my knees and got up from my bed. I walked over to the floor where my father tripped over my diary and picked up the dairy. I've tried to write in this but I never really got the time and nothing interesting happens in my life.

I only have a few pages filled out and they're all sad memories. Like when I did something wrong while Madam Lilith went out to get groceries or while she left home and I got beat. But they were all from like when I was eight or nine, I eventually got busier with online classes by the time I was ten and got into longer chores.

I gripped the diary in my hand and walked over to my desk and grabbed a pen. I sat down on my desk chair and scooted in. I opened up my dairy and took off the cap on my pen. I flipped over to the fifth page which was blank and wrote,

'Dear Diary,    

Wow. I haven't wrote in you since I was what, nine?

You haven't missed much, same thing, I end up doing something wrong, I get beat for it. I wonder why father hates me so much. Do you know why? I'm silly, i'm asking a diary, why my father hates me. I guess I am a bit fucked up.

You know, I don't really like swearing much but sometimes I just need to let it out, ya know?

Well, it was nice catching up with you...sort of. It's nothing new, but if something does happen I promise I will write in you again.

Bye.

xClaire'

I sighed and closed the diary. I put my pen away and left my diary where it was. I got up from my desk and walked over to my closet. It's about half past noon and I haven't had a shower yet.

I pulled out a cream greyish jumper, black leggings, cream knee high sock/tights and my undergarments. I walked into the bathroom, switching on the light and shut the door. I stripped off my clothes and took a quick shower.

I changed into my new clothes, feeling refreshed. I took my hair out off the bun and shook it up with my hands. I didn't feel like combing it so I just left it the way it was. I brushed my teeth and put on all my face products and all that good stuff.

I exited the bathroom, turning off the lights. I walk over to my closet and pull on a pair of light brown, knee high UGGS. I also pulled on a cheetah pattered scarf and walked over to my vanity. I put on a pair of earrings and bracelets. I slipped on my mothers necklace too.

I frowned once I remembered I lost Madam Lilith's bracelet.

I fixed up my hair a bit in the mirror and then walked out of my room. After what happened earlier I decided to try to stay away from Madam Lilith and my father.

I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen where it was empty. I shrugged it off and opened up the fridge, and pulled out the milk carton. I shut the fridge and set the carton on the counter and took out a bowl from the cabinet.

I pulled out some cheerios and poured myself a bowl of cereal. I grabbed a spoon and walked over to the table and sat down. I ate my cereal and looked around, I couldn't hear a sound. Where is Madam Lilith and my father? I know that i'm trying to avoid them but I still wanna know where they are.

I finished up my cereal and put it in the sink and cleaned it up. I walked out of the kitchen and looked around, where have they gone? I walked down the hall looking around and stopped at my fathers office, the last door down the hall.

I sucked in my breath and looked down at the floor and entered the room. I looked up, no one was here. I furrowed my brows together, where the hell are they?

I exited his office and went up the stairs, are they in my fathers room? I don't know if I should go in or not. Fuck it, i'm going. I turned the knob and entered the room. They aren't here either!

I jogged down the stairs and stood in the middle of the living room, where else could they be? I only if I had a phone. I never had the need for a phone before considering I've been trapped in here most my life. If Madam Lilith went some where she would've left me a note.

What if someone came in and kidnapped them while I was in the shower?!

What if they just got tired of me and left me?!

"Okay Claire, calm down." I told myself, but couldn't stop worrying. Were they really tired of me and decided to leave me? 

I started to cry thinking that they have left me. My breathing started to get uneven. I need to breath. I tried to breath in and out steadily but all my breaths came out shaky. I put my face in my hands and started to sob. I'm having a panic attack.

I just need air. I wiped my face and ran to the sliding door and exited into the backyard. I tried to breath but I just got dizzy. I need to go to the only place that'll calm me down, the garden.

I ran over to the secret gate and gasped once I saw that there was a whole and the key wasn't there, who is in the garden?!

I pushed the plants out of my way and pushed open the gate and my eyes widened once I saw Madam Lilith and my father walking around and looking at all the plants.

I started to get really dizzy, I held my head, they haven't even noticed me yet. I squeezed my eyes shut from the pain in my head. I tried to breath but I couldn't. I gasped for air and stumbled over and fell.

I heard feet rush over to me. I let out a groan and slowly I couldn't hear anything or see anything...

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