I sat in my bed, thoughts scattered around my head
"Will I make friends"
"Will I find someone I like..."
"Will some one like me?!"
I sat completely stressed out and scared, a new school, new everything...
All this thinking made me tired and i fell asleep
"Tyler wake up honey you don't want to be late on your first day" my mom yelled
"Yea okay" i attempted to get up but gave up and fell back asleep
"TYLER GODDAMMIT ITS 10 TO 7 GET THE FUCK UP" i jumped out of bed, instantly dizzy
Ugh that was a bad idea
Him what should I wear for the first day...
I searched through my pile of clothes,I put on a pair of black jeans and a button up.
I ran down stairs tripping, almost falling
"If you don't make the bus you're walking" mom said sternly
"Okay okay..." I said flinching at the tone my mother used.
Damn I hate when she gets like this...
"Well I've gotta go mom, love you"
Silence
"I love you too honey, have fun"
I turned around and made my way to the bus stop
"BE SAFE" I heard my mom yell from inside
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I got to the bus stop just on time, I expected people to stare and me and whisper to each other about me but actually no one noticed me..
Good.
I was making my way to the very back when someone pushed me into a seat, they were strong
It was a girl
Short half blue half black hair, she had this really cute light pink skirt on and a black T-shirt with flowers
"Hi, I'm Melanie" she said with a big smile and stuck out her hand
What?
"Uh, hi I'm Tyler.." I said reaching out and shaking her hand
"Soooo, are you new here?" She said with curiosity in her voice
"Uh yah I just moved here..."
She seemed really cool, maybe I will make friends here.
"Awe sad, but exciting!" She said bouncing up in her chair
"If you need anything I'm always here!"
I smiled lightly
"I'm glad I have a friend already"
She stopped, at first she just looked confused, she looked like she was thinking, but out of no where her face just lit up
Oh god what's happening, is she gonna explode, is she dying? Am I dying!?
"YOU NEED TO BECOME PART OF MY SQUAD" she practically screamed out catching everyone's attention.
"Okay okay calm down" I tried being calm but ended up bursting out laughing, she was so loud and obnoxious and I loved it!
But something caught my attention,
A pink haired, fairly tanned, well built man, I mean like he was a goddess was walking down the isle like a fucking model, I started to melt a little bit inside
He's literally what I've been looking for my whole life
Mel and I were pretty far back, you'd think pretty boy here would sit with all the girls that were begging for him to sit with them but no...
He made eye contact with me ME OMG
OMG OMG HES LOOKING INTO MY SOUL WITH HUS BEAUTIFUL DARK EYES, WAIT I CANT TALK TO HIM HE'LL REJECT ME INSTANTLY WHAT DO I DO AGGHHH
I sat there starting at him while he made his way to where we were sitting, he sat right behind Mel so he could see me.
"Hey, you new?" He said in the coolest voice
I sat speechless
"Uh- ...y-yah" I managed to mumble out
"Cool man!" He said with the brightest smile which warmed me up inside
"Oh and-" he put his hand out "I'm josh"
I shyly put my hand in him and shook it, I was shaking a little
"Ayee bro don't be nervous" he pulled me into a 'bro' hug.
"cmon be more open about yourself, tell me something about you"
Shit what am I gonna say, oh I'm gay and I think your hot
"Um I'm tyler, I like music, I play the piano, ukulele and a little bass"
I sat there, I thought for sure he was gonna think I was lame, but his eyes widened allowing sunlight to turn his eyes a gold color
"Dude that's awesome!!" He stomped his foot down
"Well I guess its my turn now" he lightly laughed which was like music to my ears
I lightly laughed too, I bite my lip when I get nervous
"Hey stop being so damn cute Ty its hard to handle" he said chuckling,
HE CALLED ME CUTE, WAIT WHAT HOW WHEN WHERE WHY, WHY ME, WHY NOW, HOW AM I CUTE?? WHAT
I looked over at Melanie who had her knees to her chest. She was smiling so hard, she held up her hands and made a heart and pointed at josh and then back at me
"Oh my gosh, Mel stop" I said blushing very hard, I swatted at Mel, she giggled
Josh was just looking at me, staring, smiling.
Why is life being so nice right now wtf...
"Anyway" Josh said breaking as apart,
"I'm josh. Duh, I play drums,I like soccer and basketball" he sat trying to think of anything else. It was cute,he was cute NOT me.
Okay you guys!! That's the first chapter!! I hoped you all liked it because its 3 am and I tried.see you all next chapter!
