I found her first

She hates me!

Jackson's POV

Later that night

After dinner I went up the stairs and I wanted to know what was wrong with Ramona well I know what it wrong with her but I hurt her! I didn't want her to get hurt by Jacob but I hurt her more. I knocked on the door, there was no answer. Then I tried to open the door, and it was locked. "Ramona?" I said but there was no answer. Maybe she is sleeping and she didn't here me I thought to my self so I went into my room put on my pjs and went to bed.

Ramona's POV

During dinner everyone was staring at me and I just wanted to go up stairs and I slammed the door behind me. I took out the knife and I cut myself about  two to three times.

I did keep on doing on my other arm then I heard a knock on my door. I didn't want to answer. I just pretended that I was a sleep. It was Jackson at the door. "Ramona?" I didn't answer him. After he left to go to his room, I did two more on my left hand then I heard a song from my phone. I picked it up and it was Jacob! Why was I so happy to get a text from him it's not like he likes me in the first place.

Message: Jacob (j) Ramona (r)
J: hey this is Jacob I hope I got the right number is this Ramona?
R: oh umm hi this is Ramona how is you get my number
J: Jackson gave it to me and I wanted to ask you out cause when I saw you on Friday in the math room I knew that I really like you, no that's not true... I ❤️ love you Ramona Gibbler.
R: really? You like me? Jackson told me that you just like me as a friend.
J: really? He said that? I told him that I like you love you!
R: wow!!! I can't believe that he did that! He lied to me cause I asked him if you like me and he said no and i was so upset and then after dinner I may have cut on both of my arms.😥
J: wow! Ramona why did you cut? What it your first time?
R: ummm...... No?. I also did it but on my ankles when my parents had a lot of fights. But I would luv to go out with you! What day can it be?
J: okay great! Umm... It can be Monday after school?
R: great! I will see you in math and after school!
J: great do u want me to pick you up around 6? 6:30?
R: 6 will be fine!😊
J: okay great! I will see u then! Bye!👋
R: bye!😘
J: 😘luv u!
R: luv u too!❤️😘

After that amazing text conversation with Jacob, I was furious with Jackson! He lied to me and that lying made me do cutting cause I have depression and he doesn't know that but I hate Jackson so much I never want to talk to him ever again! I was laying in bed then I fell a sleep think of the date with Jacob!

Jackson's POV

The next morning

I woke up to the sound of Max telling me to wake up. "Jackson wake up wake up!!!" He said yelling in my ear. "Why?!" I said in my morning voice. "Mom wanted me to wake you up she has something to say." "Ugggg okay fine!" After Max left I put on my slippers and my robe and went down stairs. Ramona and the rest of the family was already down there also waring there robe and slippers. "Okay so now everyone is down here, me and Kimmy were thinking that Stephanie me and Kimmy should go out on a girls day. So Ramona and Jackson, you guys will baby sit Max and Tommy. And Max, you have to baby sit Tommy! Understand?" She said. "Yeah mom we understand but what time will you be home?" I asked. "Umm around 9 or 9:30 but you guys will have to go to bed around 10 cause you have school tomorrow." She said to me, Max and Ramona. "Okay mom hope you guys have fun!" "Okay sweetie! Bye!" My mom said to me while she kissed my forehead and they all went out the door.

"Okay Max and Ramona, do you guys wanna watch a movie?" I asked them.

"I know I know!!!!" Max said. "Let Ramona decide." I said to Max letting him down. "Ummm... I am going upstairs Max, do u wanna come?" She said asking MAX to go upstairs with her. NOT ME! "Yes, yes, yes!!!" She said all exited. "Great we can watch a movie up there in your room." She said hurting my feelings. "Okay let's go!" Max said. "Wait! Can I come?" I asked. "Ummm... Let me think, no I think it should just be me and Max. Well we are going upstairs if you need anything don't come get us. Bye!" She said to me a ride tone.

So I can't go upstairs cause Ramona and Max are watching a movie upstairs and I apparently wasn't invited. You know what I will go outside and walk around the neighborhood.

While I was walking I bumped into Lola. "Oh hey! You Jackson right?" She said acting like she never saw me before. "Ummm... yeah, we met before." I said. She looked confused so I have to give her more information. "At lunch with Ramona?" I said. "Oh right!" She said. "Oh and we say hi to each other every time we are in the hallway in 6th and 7th grade and for me 8th." "Oh right you are in 9th grade right? And you live with Ramona right?" She said. "Oh right! Ramona told me she doesn't really like you, oh and also she also told me that you hate her too." She said to me.

Oh yeah I definitely hate Ramona. If the word hate means love then that is what I feel about her.

"Jackson? Earth to Jackson!" She said yelling in my face! "Huh what!?" I said. "Oh nothing it's just do you have something on your mind?" She asked. "No, why would you think that something is on my mind." I asked. "Oh, okay! Well I gotta go head home for lunch so I will see you at school tomorrow!" She said yelling while she was running home.

When I get home I see Ramona on the couch watching "Friends." "Hey Ramona." I said to her. When I said that she turned the tv off and was walking up stairs. "Hey wait I said hi to you! Your supposed to say hi back!" I said running after her.

"Jackson I don't wanna talk to you. Please leave me a lone." She said acting like she was mad at me. "Why?" I asked. "Ummm I don't know maybe because you lied to me!" She said yelling at me. "What are you... Ohhh." I said. "Yeah! Why did you lie to me! I was a actually starting to like you as a friend! But hen you lied to me saying that Jacob didn't like me but he texted me last night saying that he does!!!" She said yelling at me more than she ever did before.

"Okay Ramona, I am so sorry for lying to you but he is so popular bad I do t what you to get hurt!" I said to her. "OH WELL BECAUSE YOU JUST DID! I CUT BECAUSE OF YOU! I HAVE DEPRESSION JACKSON! I HATE YOU SO MUCH AND I NEVER EVER WANT TO SEE YO AGAIN IN MY LIFE!" She yelled. "Well we live in the same house so I don't think that you can ignore me forever." I said quietly. "OH WELL I AM GOING TO IGNORE YOU FOREVER! YOU ARE THE WORST PERSON EVER AND YOU ARE NOT GOING TO GET IN BETWEEN ME AND JACOB!!" She said slamming her door in my face.

I ran to my room crying and I flopped on my bed sobbing my eyes out more than I ever did in my life.😰😢 I was thinking was she said to me. She said she hates me! She HATES ME! I can never live with my self ever again! And she also has depression, cutting her self? BECAUSE I LIED TO HER!! I hate me too! I don't blame her for hating me! "Jackson were home!" My mom said from down stairs. I didn't want to answer her back. "Honey?" Are you okay?" She asked walking in the door. "No!! No leave me alone mom!" I said. "No sweetie tell me what's wrong you are crying I wanna know! You talk talk to me. I am your mother." She said. I sat up from my bed with my eyes so red and puffy. "Okay fine! I lied to Ramona!" I said. "How did you lie to Ramona?" She asked. "Okay ummm... She really like this guy from school, Jacob. My 'best' friend. And Ramona wanted to find out if he likes her too and he text to to tell me that he does like her! Also when Ramona told asked me if he likes her, I said no!" I said balling my eyes out. "Honey, why did you lie to Ramona?" She asked me with a smirk on her face. "Cause I like her. More than just a friend." I said to my mom while I was putting my head down.

"Awww! That is so sweet!" She said. "NO IT ISN'T MOM! SHE SAID SHE HATES ME AND SHE NEVER WANT TO SPEAK TO ME EVER AGAIN! I just wanna tell her I love her so much!" I said. "Sweetie. If you really likes her, then tell her that. But honey you have to go to bed. It is almost 10:00 so goodnight and I will see you tomorrow morning." She said kissing me forehead. "Okay goodnight." I said with some tears still in my eyes. After my mom left Max walked in and went into his bed and went to sleep bad I went was walking to the bathroom and saw Ramona room pitch black dark. Ramona's right, I did hurt her! I hate myself. After I brushed my teeth I went into my room, got into my pjs and went to bed, thinking about the fight Ramona and I had!

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