He told me he will be here with me forever and always!?!! What is that supposed to mean? I don't know what that means!
He is so sweet to me. He said forever and always! Does he... Like me?! No! He can't like me! I mean look at me! I am fat ugly and not a dating type! I mean look at what happened between me and Jacob. It did not go so well. I thought he would be the love of my life but first of all, people always say that when they are dating someone and second of all, he cheated on me and even if he didn't cheat on me, I think it wouldn't have even lasted that long anyway. It was just a middle school relationship none of those counts.
I was in my room playing on my phone then my mom yelled from down stairs. "Ramona! Dinners ready!" She said. "Okay coming!" I walked out of my room and bumped into Jackson. "Oh hey sorry. We always bump into each other." I said. "Yeah we do." Jackson said agreeing with me. We both walk down stairs side to side with everyone staring at us. "Awww! They will be a cute couple." Stephanie said. "We are not dating." Jackson said quickly. "Yeah. Ummm.... we aren't." I said blushing. Or at least I feel like I am blushing.
We sit down at the dinner table and I was sitting across from Jackson. He was staring at me and I was staring him through down parts of dinner and we were in the zone.
"Ramona? Jackson?" I heard a voice say my name. "Oh ummm... yeah?" We both say at the same time. "I told you two to clean up dinner." My mom said. "Oh okay, we will do that." I say getting up from my chair and bringing my plate to the sink.
Everyone has left the kitchen so it was just me and Jackson. It was quite until I had to start a conversation. "So ummm... what did you mean by helping me forever and always?" I asked him. "Oh well ummm... if you need any help with anything in your life that is hard, I am here if you wanna talk." She said smiling. "Oh." I said smiling back. I was too busy with staring into his eyes and I spilled a bunch of water on both of us while cleaning dishes. "Oh my god! I am so sorry! I was not paying attention." I is as freaking out. "No! It's okay!" He said laughing. "Why are you laughing?" I asked him. "Cause your funny!😂" he said. "I'm funny?" I asked. "Yes you are! You are the most funny person ever! You are also sweet, kind, pretty..." He stopped himself. "You think I'm pretty?" "Umm... yes, yes I do." "Oh." I said smiling.
"Well we are done with the dishes so we better get changed cause we are wet." He said walking away to the stairs.
"Okay then." I say under my breath. We head upstairs and we both go in our rooms and close the doors to our bedrooms.
Jackson's POV
I head upstairs with Ramona behind me and we both close the doors to our bedrooms at the same time. I close the door I lean on it with Max staring at me like I was crazy.
"Why are you staring me? Your creeping me out." I said to Max. "I'm creeping you out? You came in here like you are in love." He said. I was thinking my mind that I never thought that Max would ever say that ever but he did. Max does not look like a person who would say the in love works or any love talk.
"I am not in love." I say to Max but I was totally lying. I am in love! With Ramona Gibbler! "Okay whatever I am going down stairs watching tv!" He said hopping out of his bed heading out the door. I lay on my bed thinking of what I said to Ramona. I said she was pretty! I know it's true but what if she gets a hint of that I like her more than just a friend.
I really like Ramona but maybe I don't want her to know because she just got out of a relationship which didn't end well. None of then do.
She just likes me as a friend. She only talk to me as a friend and she thinks of me as a friend. Not more than that. I always say she is the love of my life even though she's in 8th grade and I'm in 9th. It is too early to think of a love of my life.
I am getting a little tired so I grab my pjs (below) and go to the bathroom and shut the door.
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I took off my shirt to put in the dirty cloths and got my tooth brush and I was brushing my teeth when Ramona came in. "Oh sorry, I didn't know you were in here." She said. "Oh no it's fine." I said. "I will leave you to it." "No you can do whatever you were going to do I won't mind." I said nicely. "Ummm... I don't think so. Cause I have to use the restroom." She said. "Oh yeah I will leave." I said walking out grabbing my pjs.
I went into my room, put my phone up to charge and got in bed and fell asleep very quickly. Dreaming about Ramona. Thinking on if I should tell her I love her.
