Twilight: Forever Bk1

Chapter 3: Birthday Plan

Chapter 3: Birthday Plan

Bella POV

Me and Jasper had a plan that I would go with Edward still to the party and let Alice do me up and act like nothing happened. After the party before I would leave with Edward I would apologize and speak with Carlisle and Esme privately, and go from there.

I didn't make this like a final decision I thought about other things to make decisions on so Alice wouldn't figure out the plan. Evil future seeing Pixie!

Since I still have about an hour until he gets here I lay on my bed looking at my blue ceiling thinking. I was so blind to see Edward didn't really love me. I was just focused on him I never saw through his lies. I mean he acted like he loved me and when he looked at Alice I thought it was just love as a sister not more than that. But I was wrong. As usual. I sigh and I must of fallen asleep because I stand up realizing Edward will be here soon.

I change into a plain purple shirt and jeans, stick on half way long, leather jacket that Alice got me, and slip into a pair of black flats the have the belt on the side. I then curl my hair and put on light lip gloss. I grab my phone and rush down stairs just as he knocks on the door.

"Bye dad! I'm going over to the Cullen's." I yell.

"Bye Bells." He yells back.

I lock the door behind me and jump in the Volvo. The ride to his house is in awkward silence. I'm happy Edward can't read my mind because he'd be demanding answers right now to my thoughts.

We pull up to their house and Edward helps me out. I plaster a fake smile on my face and we walk up to the house. I make a real smile when I see Carlisle and Esme as they give me hugs and say happy birthday.

We walk inside and Alice blurs to come look at me. She nods in approval. I roll my eyes but am silently thanking god because I didn't have to do Bella Barbie. Ugh I hate that. Everyone else smiles at me accept for well Rose. Nothing new. Except the fact that I feel like Edward wants to kill me every second of the day.

Today I am turning 18. Hurray! (sooo much sarcasm there) I don't see why we need to keep track of our age I mean really oh look I'm 18 and your not hahahaha! Ah no I think not. But whatever I can't get my way with vampires around, I'll be dinner for sure.

Alice gives me a present from Emmett, Jasper and Rose. Ya right. Which is a radio apparently for my truck. I thank them, well more Emmett and Jasper and Alice hands me a thin package. I am hesitant at first knowing if I cut myself Edward could lose it so I try as carefully as I can to open it but of course fail and cut myself. Damn it!

"Ugh paper cut." I say. I look up knowing, just knowing where this is going and I don't need Alice.

What looks like Jasper trying to attacking me is really Edward trying to but he pushes it away toward Jasper in attempt to make him crazy with bloodlust and then makes it look like he's trying to protect me! What an IDIOT! But I do have to give him credit for being a good actor. I'm pushed back into glass as Edward pushes Jasper into the piano.

"No!" I yell also out in pain.

They get it wrong thought thinking I'm in pain. Which I am but not a lot and I'm more worried about Jasper. Carlisle rushes over to me as Emmett has a hold on Jasper. Jasper looks at wanting to help but I just shake my head sadly and numbly.

Everyone walks out not being able to take my blood and hoping they'll be able to 'calm' Jasper down. Edward stands their for a minute looking at me before he follows everyone else out. I couldn't tell what emotions were going through his face. Sometimes and defiantly now I wish I could feel emotions and read heads.

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Since Edward, I knew was out of hearing distance I apologized to Carlisle and Esme about the other day while he fixed me up by taking the glass out of my arm.

Of course I never got to explain why because Edward came in not to much later after Carlisle was done.

I said my goodbyes and thanks for all the gifts and left. It was silent on the way back to my house. I knew Edward was probably thinking about tonight and was probably going to come up with another stupid lame excuse for how dangerous things can be and tonight showed me one of them and blah, blah, blah.

I really don't want to hear your crap Edward, you cheating sack of lying beans. I would love to scream that in his face if I knew he wouldn't try to kill me. Thanks but no thanks. I'd like to keep my blood not lose it.

I was right. When we stopped out side my house he started that whole speech of this is why I'm dangerous and I almost died and blah, blah, blah. I stopped him in mid sentence.

"Goodnight." I murmured.

I stepped out of the car and grabbed my stuff and headed up to the house. I opened the door and shut it behind me without looking back once. I could just hear him now driving away saying "Yes I think she finally is giving up and I can go hook it up with Alice!" Blah! I scowl.

"Bells?" Comes Charlie's voice. I stop at the bottom of the stairs about to head up.

"Ya dad it's me. I had fun and I'm tired so I think I'm just going to go to sleep. Night" I lied.

Well just at the 'fun' part. I rush up stairs before anymore can be said.

I close my door behind me and lean against it sighing as I slide down into a sitting position against the door. I push my stuff aside.

What have I gotten myself into?

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