Why Couldn't I Save Them (Camila/You) COMPLETED

Chapter 2

Y/N Pov

I was awoken when the car stopped. I sat up and looked around. We aren't at the venue we're at a hotel. I spoke up and asked 'Why are we at a hotel?' Anna said 'The meet and greet is today and the concert is tomorrow. So unbuckle get out and help us grab everyone's bag.' I nodded and got out grabbing mine and Anna's bags. They told me that i get my own hotel room. I went to the desk and got our hotel keys. I brought my stuff up to my room and threw it on the bed. I then brought Anna'a stuff to her and Sam's room.

I walked in and saw Sam unpacking his. I put Anna's stuff on their couch and asked 'How long are we staying here?' They looked at me with a sad smile on their faces and Sam said 'Y/n you know we love you, but we thought it would be better if you started hanging out with teenagers your own age. So we thought it would be best if you went on tour with the girls.' 'The girls? You mean the Fifth Harmony gals?' They nodded their heads. 'Why? I'm perfectly fine staying at home with you guys. I don't want to go on tour with these girls whom i barely even know.'

Anna said 'Y/n we love you and trust me. We didn't want to send you at first, but you have an amazing voice that should be shared with the whole entire world.' I looked down and tried to keep the tears at bay. I haven't sang since my parents died. I remember when i was called in to identify the bodies.

A couple months ago

I opened my eyes and looked around. Why am i in a hospital room? Then i remembered how i got here. I passed out on the side of the road. What happened to my parents? How long have i been asleep? All of these questions were running through my mind. I was taken out of my thoughts when, A tall guy in a police uniform walked in. He walked over to the side of my bed and asked 'Why were you out in the middle of winter? Especially without your parents.' I looked down and tears started falling from my eyes. I opened and closed my mouth a couple of times trying to speak but i couldn't.

He put his hand on my back and said 'Take your time. There's no rush.' 'We were walking to the new art museum. When two guys came up and pointed their guns at my parents. My parents told me to run and find help. I then passed out on the side of the road and that's the last thing i remember. Do you know what happened to them?' He looked down then looked up with a look i couldn't figure out what it meant. He then spoke up and said 'We found A older woman and an older man in the alley near the art museum. The man died and the woman just got out of surgery a couple of hours ago. She's currently in the icu.'

I quickly got out of bed and instantly regretted it. My vision started going black and the guy caught me and said 'You have to be in a wheelchair in order to go somewhere.' I sighed and crossed my arms. I didn't want to be put in a wheelchair, but i really want to see my mother. So i sat in the wheelchair and asked 'What's your name?' He smile and looked down and said 'My names Sam. I'm the one who found you on the side of the road passed out.' I smiled 'Well thank you for finding me and saving me from dying.' He nodded his head and opened another door. I looked up and instantly tears started to form. There was my mom lying in bed with wires upon wires connected to her. She hooked up to so many machines.

I started crying and i guess my mom heard me because she opened her arms. Sam picked me up and brought me to the bed and put me in bed with my mom. She spoke up and said 'I don't have much time baby girl. I'm dying i can feel it. But just know your father and I are watching you from above. We didn't want this to happen. Promise me you'll still sing, draw and be that amazing photographer i know you are. I love you baby and so does your father. Just remember we will always be here with you.' She said while pointing to where my heart is. She closed her eyes and all i heard was the heart monitor start beeping.

Sam grabbed me and started bringing me out of the room. I was screaming and yelling. 'Please don't leave me mom. I can't do this without you. You're the only reason i'm here today. Please mom don't go. Please stay alive for me.' I sobbed out. A doctor walked over and closed the door. I buried my face in Sam's neck. Crying and crying i know she wasn't going to make it. But she promised me she would always be there for me.

She helped me recover after i tried committing suicide. I still have scars on my wrists from it. But she helped me stop and she was there when i needed her the most. But now the only reason I recovered for is dead. My mother isn't coming back and i don't think i want to be in this cruel world anymore either. Why couldn't it have been me that died. Goodbye mom and dad I love you. I'll see you soon. I slowly fell asleep crying my eyes out. My world just turned upside down.......