Why Couldn't I Save Them (Camila/You) COMPLETED

Chapter 4

Y/n POV
Age 15 one year ago

My mom sent me to a rehab to try and help me get better. Her and my dad visits every Saturday. I'm getting better but it's hard. I'm trying I really am. But I really don't want to be here still. Today I finally get to leave this rehabilitation center. My mom coming to pick me up in an hour.

I walk back into my room and see Jamie. She's been my roommate for five months now. She's helped me and she's leaving in a couple of days. We promised to talk to each other when we leave. I have her number and she  has mine.

I get my suitcases and packed everything. I then walk over to Jamie and hug her. Some tears fell from both of our eyes. We both gotten used to each other and now that we are leaving. It fells like I'm losing my other half. 'Goodbye y/n promise me you'll call and text me. Whenever you have time.' 

I looked at her and said 'I promise I'll call and text whenever I can. You're my best friend.' We hug each other and I tell her 'I have to leave now Jamie. Promise you'll text and call me too.'  She smiles and says 'I promise I'll tex and call you whenever I can. I love you y/n I'll see you again. I promise .' We hug another time. But little did I know that would be the last hug and the last time I ever talked to her.

Three months later

I've been calling Jamie and texting her for the past two months. She hasn't answered or replied to any of my texts. I grab my phone and dial her number again. It started ringing and finally someone answered.

Jamie's mom: Hello

Y/n: hello is Jamie available?

Jm: this is Jamie's mom and Jamie is no longer here.

Y/n: oh where did she go?

Jamie mom: Jamie committed suicide. She killed herself two months ago.

Y/n: I'm so sorry. I have to go bye.

I hung up and instantly started crying. She killed herself. She promised me we would see each other again. Why Jamie why? I ended up crying myself to sleep.

Present time age 16

I looked up and saw that the girls all had tears going streaming down there faces. I stood up and ran to the bathroom. After slamming the door closed. I locked it and slid down the wall. Jamie promised me we would see each other again. She wanted to become a singer. She said her and I would go on tour one day together.

But now she's gone. My best friend killed herself. I promised her I would follow my dreams and now I will. I'm going to go on tour with these girls and I'm going to sing. I'm going to sing for Jamie and I'm going to sing for my parents. I'm going to sing for all of the other kids that are going through hard times. The kids that don't think they can hold on no longer. The kids that want to leave this cruel world and the kids who killed themselves because of people tearing them down.

I promise I will help everyone who is in need of saving. I will save you guys I promise. I unlocked the door and took a deep breath and opened it.  The girls engulfed me into a hug. Lauren asked 'are you okay y/n?' I smiled and nodded my head 'for once I actually am. I wanna go on tour with you guys. I want to sing for my parents and for Jamie. I want to help everyone who's going through hard times.'

They all smiled and hugged me again. 'Let's get this tour started the right way.  How about we go to the studio and start recording some songs?' Normani said while smiling. I smiled and said 'yeah I actually have a song I want to record. I actually wrote it myself after Jamie died.' They gave me sad smiles but nodded and ally said 'okay everyone let's get to the car and head to the studio.'