My Husband Is Gone (Chresanto August Story)

Trying

·Rayan's P.O.V·
As I got off the phone with my little homie Santo, I went to go take a shower and wash my hair when I got out I put my hair in a messy bun, dried off and put my shorts on. When I went downstairs I saw my beautiful wife La'Adaiah walk in the front door with bags of groceries in her hand, headed to the kitchen
I went to help her as soon as I got to the kitchen I kissed her forehead and said, "Hey baby"
"Hey my love how was your day?" she asks smiling at me.
"My day got better when you walked in the room" I said with a smile. She shyly smiles then puts away some of the food in the refrigerator. "Awe thank you baby" "You are welcome my Queen" I say while kissing her lips. As I finish helping her put away all the food I ask her how her day was going so far. "Its been going I got a little frustrated with my coworkers today the hospital sucks I swear."

·La'Adaiah's P.O.V·

Ok you maybe wondering why I said hospital is because I am a nurse at a rehabilitation center down here in Fayetteville NC.
I finished putting up the stuff with Ray and then grabbed the left out stuff for dinner tonight.
"Baby I will cook you go lay down on the couch go watch some tv and chill for the rest of the day I got this my Queen" Ray said as he guides me to the couch I look at him and pout. "but, I wanted to make dinner baby", "No baby lay down and relax for the rest of the day baby I got this" he says as I lay down on the couch and quickly fall right to sleep

·Rayan's P.O.V·

I smile to see that my wife is sleep, then I go and get started on dinner for tonight. She bought steak, potatoes and spinach. She also bought a few other foods for breakfast in the morning and for lunch. As I started to cook I turned my playlist on and the song "All the way up" came on and I started rapping to the lyrics.

Shorty what you want? Shorty what you need?
My niggas run the game, we ain't ever leavin'
Countin' up this money, we ain't never sleepin'
You got V12, I got 12V
Got bottles, got weed, got molly
I'm all the way up

When I finished making the dinner and making our plates, I went to wake up La'Adaiah. "Baby wake up dinner is ready" I gently shake her. She then starts to turn over and scrunch her eyebrows. "Baaaabbbyy wake up " I drag out the 'a' in baby as I shake her once more. "No baby I'm tired" she mumbles in her sleep. "I know baby but get up dinner is ready. After dinner I will let you sleep so come on get up, let's eat" I say as I kiss her. "Ok, I'm up", she slowly opens her eyes and look up at me.
"Come on my Queen" I grab her hand as she gets up and yawns as we walk into the kitchen. I pull out her chair and she sits down, I go get the wine glasses and the wine and set them on the table and pour the wine into the glasses.

·La'Adaiah's P.O.V·

As Ray pours the wine I look at the food he has prepared for me and himself. "Baby this looks amazing" I smiled. "Thank you baby" He smiles as he sits down and we hold hands to pray, we pray and start digging in. "So baby I have been thinking, maybe we should start trying again, I mean if you want to?" Ray asks me.
I knew exactly what he was talking about. We have been trying to have a baby for at least 2 years in the first year I got pregnant and soon miscarried we were devastated then we tried again got pregnant a second time and then I miscarried for the second time after that I didn't think I could go on and continued to have such high hopes just to be brought back into a crashing hault.
I look at my husband with a long face "baby I don't want to go through that again" I say looking at my fork as I move my food around on the plate. "It was just a thought I know we been through a lot and I know there is still a lot of pain.. I won't bring it up again" he looks down. "Thank you for understanding baby," I looked him in his eyes as he looked me in mine. I could see this hurt look on his face when I told him I wasn't ready, maybe one day I will be just not right now.

Hey sorry you guys I am trying really hard to come up with ideas and plus I have a lot going on in my life right now I'm trying to get back into school I just moved to a different state and life is hectic but I will try to think of more ideas for the story I know I just started but it's been difficult I love you guys💯😍❤👌