Doubt

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"You can't do this to me All the things you said is like a mask It hides the truth and rips me apart It pierces me, I'm going crazy, I hate this Take it all away, I hate you"



Leaving and walking out of the door to see the clear, blue, cloudless sky. It's gentle and still aura had kept me calm and gave me the energy to keep going, to finish what I started. The rest of the group proceeded out of the door and made their way to the car, where our next destination awaited.

I opened the car windows to feel the cool breeze, blowing right past me. The mountains appearing past the horizon as C.J unnie drove faster. Everyone but C.J unnie was asleep, even me. But the smell of salt and sand had awakened me, lifting up my spirits. The beach.

"Yay! We're going to the beach!" I shouted

The rest of the group woke up. Oops, my bad... But oh well, they all have to wake up anyway.

"No, were at the beach." C.J unnie corrected me, she smiled.

The sleepy heads finally woke up and jumped off the car. Their enthusiasm was unreal, like me. They loved the beach.  We had stayed here for hours, playing and not even realizing the time flowing past the grips of our palms like the wind. This beach was like our own private beach; no one else was there to bug us. No one, but us. It was like freedom. No, it was freedom. All our imperfections left behind for us to embrace this one moment, this one dream that we all share. Youth.

"Tiffany unnie! Look!" Miyu shouted whilst pointing at the ground. I ran over to her to see what the commotion was. It was a baby hermit crab. It was walking back to its shell.

"AWW! It's soo cute!" I squealed. The crab disappeared into its shell and Miyu walked away, I followed.

We walked back to the car and sat, staring into the still, motionless water and sky. The soft and gentle breeze passing right by us. The pastel colors of the early sunset, a healing color . But even the view wasn't able to satisfy me. The nauseous feeling inside of me became much stronger, until I couldn't control it anymore.





The pills in my hands, I gulped and it went in me, becoming one.

My vision, a blur. Soon my eyelids shut like a door

that will never open again, the darkness had

indulged me. Slowly a girl appeared in my mind, her.

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