I NEED U ~ PROLOGUE

Lost

"It goes round and round, why do I keep on coming back? I go down and down, at this point, I am just a fool What every I do, I can't help it It's definitely me hear my feelings But why don't they listen to me? I'm just talking to myself again You're not saying anything, please, I'll treat you well but the sky is blue"

Travelling further and further, the sky grew dark, along with my emotions. I was tired, everyone was, but for me, it wasn't because of how much energy that I used playing at the beach. I am tired, upset, hurt, but no one knows. C.J unnie drove to a gas station, the one I had once worked at.

"Kaity, could you fill up the fuel of the car?". I didn't say anything back, I just nodded. I stood out of the car and grabbed the handle to pump in the fuel. I waited and waited, oddly enough, I didn't have anything on my mind. I had finished pumping the fuel into the car and walked over to where C.J unnie was. She looked at me, confused.

"Can you pass me the camera?" I asked. Without a word, she gave it to me.

"Hana, dool, set" I counted. Hails unnie came out from the back and photobombed. The polagram finished printing and I handed it over to C.J unnie, she smiled. I looked back and noticed that Tiffany unnie was leaving the gas station with a paper bag full with snacks.

As sat on my seat in silence, thinking about what I should do. I'm lost, I always was. But with them, I see a path that I should walk on. Even now, I'm on that path, leading them to where they should be as their leader.

The rest went back on the car with me and slept, thinking, dreaming of what we once had...

"You need to survive" was what I told my self

But how could I if I'm already dead?

I don't give a shit about life anymore

So now, I can finally move on without her