Coffee Love

Chapter Eleven

I want a boo. Or do I already have nd just not know it?

I sluggishly walked into the entrance of school, mindlessly looking ahead and pass my peers. Some people were still giving me stares, probably still not over the latest gossip: ALYSE, THE GIRL WHO GETS WILD AT PARTIES AND MAKES OUT WITH ONE OF THE HOTTEST MOST WANTED BOYS IN SCHOOL.

I wanted to avoid everyone, including my friends because we were having that stupid intervention afterschool and I didn’t want to slip up and say anything about Cole just yet, I need to figure this out.  I could care less about anyone around me, because all I felt was overly drained and tired from last night, being that I hadn’t had any sleep. I kept pondering what happened between me and Cole. What could’ve happened between me and Cole? Why whatever happened, happened between me and Cole? Whether or not I even liked what happened between me and Cole? What Cole could be thinking? If Cole had them annoying flips in his stomach too? How Cole’s thought process was? How’d it’d be slightly funny if his was all girlish too? Why Cole even looked at me like that last night? Did I like the way he looked at me? Why he even helped me with my hand? Do I still have the same slight crush I had on him from before the first kiss?

I mean Cole is…well of course it’s only obvious, Cole is really um good looking and before our whole situation even happened I had a slight crush on him even though I told myself not to, being that many other girls wanted him and he’s also friends with the biggest childish kid I hate the most in school, Jordan. So yeah I didn’t like him, by association. He’s even cool with Jase, and we all know he loves his playmates. So, of course he had to at least acquire some of their qualities right? But really, did I like him now, after he’s been such a jerk to me. Cole’s rude, mean, evil, stupid, insensitive….

Well he seemed pretty sensitive and caring last night.. ughh no. ugh I feel soo confused I just don’t know what to do. I should maybe avoid h—

I stopped in my thoughts as I was slightly jerked from side to side.

I looked up, realizing that I was already at my locker and it was even open. How? I don’t know. I looked to see who jerked me and came faced with a guy from Physics class. Chris.

Oh gosh, I’m so tired of the guys thinking I’m probably easy after the freaking video.

“What now!” I scowled up at Chris, who on regular occasion is usually a nice person. Sheesh, when it comes down to it, nice or not, I guess all guys are the same

 “I mean I was drunk it happens, so now it doesn’t mean I’d do just anything with anybody!” I gave him a hard glare, one that I hoped would let him know I’m not interested.

“No, I’m not here to bother you like that” he nervously looked down and stuffed his hands into his pockets.

“Oh” I said easing up on the glare “What’s up then?”

“Are you okay Alyse? I’ve been trying to get your attention for a minute now” Chris smiled at me. He was nice guy. Cute even.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t even hear you, I must be really out of it today” I gave a small smile.

“Yeah, you do look a bit tired” he furrowed his brows in a look of concern. He’s always so nice how could I think he was like the other pigs in this school.

“Oh I’m good, really, just stayed up late last night” I chuckled a bit.

He smiled again before getting a really nervous look on his face as he scratched the back of his head.

“Well err, Alyse uhh I know you’re probably---“ I kind of zoned out on what  Chris was saying because I felt like someone was watching me.

I looked past his shoulder only to notice a normal scene: people casually relaxing and gossiping before the first class of the day started.