"Babe, I need to leave for work now. I'll be back soon" Harry kisses me goodbye and hugs me tight.
It's just another typical day where Harry has to leave for a week.Great.
Once Harry had walked out the door, I ran to my room crying. His career was coming in between our relationship and it was too hard to handle. I've spent endless nights thinking of how perfect we were before everything that happened.
What is going on with me? Shouldn't I be supporting him? What kind of girlfriend am I?
It hurts me so much, but I don't wanna hold him back from pursuing his dreams. As his girlfriend, I should just keep him happy and not show him how I really feel.
I give Harry a call just right on time before he leaves to go to Los Angeles. He responded pretty quickly.
"Harry?" I say. "Hi love, is there a problem?" he replies with his deep, raspy voice. I say in my mind with sadness "You can do this, Diana, be strong and support him" "Diana, love?" Harry says. I quickly snap out of the moment and say "I just wanted to say that I'll miss you so much. I know I should be used to this by now, but turns out I'm not." I make a fake laugh while trying to hold back tears. "I'll miss you too Diana Rose." I can hear the sadness from his voice.
This is so hard for the both of us.
"Mr. Styles we are about to leave in 5 minutes" I hear a voice in the background. Harry quickly says "I'm so sorry love, I have to go now. Take care of yourself while I'm away. I love you" He hangs up before I get to respond.
I put my phone down and tears stream down from my face.
I can't help but think of the amount of happiness I had back then...
