I let Harry come into my house and we go into my room. I change into comfy clothes quickly, it's pretty cold again. I wear a big jumper with some sweatpants. Harry wears some shorts with a white shirt. We get in my bed and I put on "Romeo and Juliet" for us to watch on Netflix. I snuggle up against him.
He's the best and warmest pillow. Fuck.
Our feet were touching and his heartbeat sounded so good. As usual.
"Hey, you've been quiet since we left after eating" he talks to me with his slow voice. I look up at him and say "It's nothing" trying to force a smile. The thought of him leaving, for a month, is really hard. "I don't think you're okay. What's bothering you? You can trust me." he says while rubbing my back.
Good job at acting Diana.
I can't lie to him.
Ugh this sucks, I'm about to admit this shit.
"Okay fine. You're leaving tomorrow and it's gonna be for a month which is longer than last time. And umm...umm I'm gonna miss you okay!" I sit up, leaning on the headboard and put my knees together.A river of tears flow down my face. Harry sits up and pulls me closer to him while I cry on his shirt.
He runs his finger through my hair his hand on my other cheek. He whispers to me "I'm here, I'm here, shhh don't cry, I'm here babe, my princess. I will be back, I won't leave you. I love you. You're my world. I'll miss you too, but we have to stay strong." he repeats the same thing for five minutes until my crying slows down.
Tears are still going down my face, but my feelings already flowed out.
Harry puts both his hands on my cheeks, cleaning my tears with his thumbs. His green eyes look very concerned for me. I look down still sobbing. "Babe, look at me." he says to me putting my head up. "You can let it all out, I know how you feel. This is also hard for me, but I'm fighting my feelings" he looks down then looks back up at me again, still holding my cheeks. " Will you promise to stay strong while I'm away. For me and you?" I'm still a mess after crying and I don't feel like saying anything, so I just give him a nod but still pouting.
I have more emotions I have to let out.
I start crying again and he brings my head to his shoulder while he rubs my back slowly trying to calm me down. "Shhh shhh it's okay let it out, baby. Let it out" he talks to me between my sobs with his deep and rough voice.
I'm gonna miss my boyfriend so much.
I finally stop crying and he gives me tissues to wipe my tears. We kiss on the lips for a while, then we hug.
"Oh, I almost forgot!" he goes to his bag and get's a box. I open it and tears start to form in my eyes.
He gave me a heart necklace with the letters H and D in the inside. He's making this so hard for me.
"Do you like it?" he asks me. He's nervous from the way he sounds.
"I love it!" I say trying to catch my breath. "This is so beautiful and thoughtful, Harry" I give him a tight hug on the neck area and as we hug he says "I'm glad you liked it. Happy late Anniversary, my princess."
This hug wasn't enough.
I needed to kiss him.
I pull back from the hug and go closer to him. We start kissing slowly then it speeds up. He lays me down on my bed so that he is over me. His lips feel fuckin good. My legs go on the sides of his waist. We kiss roughly trying to catch our breath in between.
Jesus this feels good.
He takes of his shirt, revealing his chest tattoos.
Oh lawd.
He was about to take my shirt off but...
Woah Diana too early. You just graduated high school today. You don't even have protection.
"Harry" I push him back a bit. "I think it's too early..."
"Fuck. You're right." he says, still looking at me.
He lays back down on the bed. We try to catch our breath.
"Woah. That felt good." I say breathing fast. "Yeah, I know" he says. We turn our heads to look at each other and he pecks me on the lips about 5 times, making brief kisses.
"Damn you're a good kisser, babe" he says chuckling. "You're lips taste so fucking good, baby" I answer back giving him a smile while blushing.
"Come here" he puts his arm around me again. We return to our typical cuddle position as he kisses me again. He didn't put his shirt on anymore. His body heat gives me so much warmth.
I'm on cloud nine.
"Oh yeah, this reminds me!" I get something from my dresser that's wrapped in gold paper. I hand it to Harry. He looks excited. He tears the paper and his eyes light up instantly.
"It's not much, but I hope you like it! Happy Anniversary, my prince" I give him a kiss on the cheek and smile.
"Oh my God, Diana, I've always wanted a polaroid. I love it. I'm so glad I have a loving girlfriend like you." He puts his arm around me and I place my head between his neck and shoulder.
"I'm gonna miss you" I say while pouting my voice is sad. "I'll miss you too, baby. Every day without you doesn't contain much happiness, unlike when I'm with you." A single tear falls from my eye.
I'm not going to cry this time. I need to be strong for us.
He cleans the tear away and hugs me. We go back into bed and I place my head down on his naked chest. We enlace our fingers together. His hands are so big, it looks weird compared to mine.
"I'm not leaving till 4 PM tomorrow. Do you wanna go out and make the most out of the time we have?" he asks me. His voice is super raspy. "Umm yes of course. Where?" "Anywhere you want, because you're a princess. BUT you aren't just any princess. You're my princess!" he looks at me with his killer smile.
Oh Fuck me.
"Umm, I don't really know where to go. Would you like to take a walk in the park and have lunch?" I ask him placing my chin on his chest, looking at him. "Yeah, sure. That would be nice" he says patting my back. "That's settled!"
I cuddle up with him again. These sweatpants are hella comfy, but not as comfy as my Hazza. I turn off the tv and we go to bed. Sweet dreams for the both of us...
