Battle of Love

4

Cameron's POV:

I woke up around noon the next day. I opened my laptop and noticed I had hundreds of notifications. Well that's new. I opened one and my jaw dropped. It was a pic of Mario with his shirt off and making out with Rachel at a party. I couldn't fucking believe he did that. I slammed my laptop and fell back on to my bed balling my eyes out. I was so hurt I didn't even message him or anyone. I just layed in my bed crying all day.

Around 8 my mom came upstairs to see if I was okay. I obviously wasn't but I didn't wanna talk to her about it. She basically was part of the problem. If I wasn't grounded I could've been at that party making sure that didn't happen. Instead I just told her I was fine and she walked out of the room. I was done with today and I was done with everyone. Basically done with the world.

The next week went by and I didn't show up to school one day since the party. I stayed in my room and basically cried all day long watching sad movies and chowing down on chocolate ice cream my mom brought me. I ignored everyone who messaged me. I just left my laptop closed. I wasn't in the mood to deal with bullshit. 

Saturday came and I decided to finally re open my laptop. I had about 100 messages from Mario 100 from Vanessa and like 50 from Ethan. I had a couple from other people at school but they didn't matter much to me.  I just ignored them and closed my laptop again. Most of the messages from Mario was just him saying sorry and asking if I was okay. Messages from Vanessa was asking if I was okay and where I was. Ethan just asked where I was. 

I got up and took a quick shower and threw on a pair of Adidas pants and a white tee. I brushed my hair and only put a little mascara on. I didn't really care how I looked at the moment. I threw my hair in a high pony tail and walked downstairs. My parents both looked at me surprised because I haven't come downstairs in a whole week. I then look over to the other couch and Mario is sitting there. Fml.

I try to run back upstairs but Mario grabs my hand and pulls me into a hug and I start balling my eyes out. I try to push away but he was too strong so I just give up and don't hug back. I hate him so much right now I just can't.

"Please let me talk." he says quietly. I don't say anything.

"I didn't mean to. I was drunk. She came on me. I swear. I guess I'll be honest and say I was vulnerable.." I stopped him short because my parents were in the living room.

I brought him upstairs so he could finish talking. "Okay as I was saying, I guess I was vulnerable because we haven't had sex in a while because you were grounded and I was drunk so I didn't know exactly what I was doing. Please believe me." 

I started balling even harder. "You fucking didn't have your shirt on. You have fucking hickies on your neck." I yell.

"I know but I didn't mean to." Now he was started to tear up. "Babe you know I love you. I gave you everything. Even my virginity and you gave me yours. We came so far babe. Please just give me one more chance." 

"I-I-I don't know. I gave you everything to. I just fell so hurt right now. I just can't believe you'd do something like that."

"I know. Cam look at me." He tilted my head up so we were looking at each other in the eyes. "I will never do anything like that I swear. You're the only one I want to be with. I love you more than anything. You are my baby and always will be. You're more gorgeous than anything, even without makeup. I love you Cameron Lynn Rose." 

I couldn't help but smile. I grabbed his face and kissed him hard. I loved this boy so much and I would do anything to keep him. "I love you too Mario Thomas Selman" 

"Hey you know it's our 10 month right." He smiled.

"Oh shit that's right. It totally slipped my mind I'm sorry." I tilted my head down feeling so bad.