PUSHED TO FAR

A Different Side

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Friday

"You can't just show up here when ever Kyle" he closes the door behind him.

"Can you just tell me why we can't get back together" Kyle says to me.

"Kyle! I told you why already I can't do this your not gonna change" he sighs and looks to the floor then back at me and says.

"Ok I'll change I'll change babe can we just get back together I'm miserable without you"

"I don't believe you Kyle you just saying this now then watch you gonna be doing the same shit over and over" he looks at me and sucks his teeth and says.

"I wouldn't say it if I wasn't serious" I looked at him for a minute and before I can get anything out someone comes in the office.

"Hey lavender is everything ok in here" Xavier ask. Fuck these two can not be in the same room someone is gonna say the wrong thing in here.

"Man we good you can go back to your office" Kyle says.

"I wasn't talking to you I was talking to lavender" oh god please not today "babe you good? Fuck. Kyle pauses for a second and looks at me.

"Babe?" He laughs a little and continues "oh so this your new nigga now?" Xavier starts laughing and I was looking at them both just waiting to see what happens next.

"You must be Kyle" Xavier says "I've heard about your that dumb who sells drugs and doesn't do shit with his life but sit on his ass all day" ight that's when it's time for me to get up.

"The both of you stop now?" I turn over to Xavier "Xavier please stop" Kyle walks up and says.

"Nah nah what did you just say about me nigga"

"You heard me you low life piece of shit" Kyle looks at me angry as hell and says.

"Wow so you gonna let him talk to me like that and you not gonna say nothing I thought you loved me you fucking liar"

"No!" I don't know what to do I'm stuck between the two. "Xavier get out please I got this please I'm asking nicely" he looks at me and looks at Kyle and says.

"Fine I'll be in my office if you need me" he turns around and walks out the door and closes it behind me and I feel Kyle grab me outta nowhere and put me against the wall.

"Why are you with him?! Your mine! I don't know what you think this is just cause we apart for a little don't mean you off fucking with other people. You belong to me! The fuck are you doing with him!?" I try to get him off me but I can't move he's got me pinned.

"I'm not yours! and he's not mine! were just talking I can be with who ever your not my nigga" he slams me one time harder against the wall.

"No you can't the fuck is wrong with you?! You still belongs to me. If I ever see you with him or if I find out your still talking to him I will kill him and I mean! Do you understand me!?" He leaned in and kissed me and I pushed him away. He grabs me tighter. "What's your problem you don't want me and anymore?!"

"Kyle get off me or Imma call security, get out and stay away from me! I don't know what's gotten in to you but we're nothing anymore .." He lets me go and starts walking to the door me he says to me before he walks out.

"I'm not going nowhere I'll always be around you ain't getting rid of me. Don't try to fight this u won't win. he slams the door and I feel so helpless, damn what am I gonna do.

I go back to my desk and put my head down. I really don't want to be in this situation. I got up and walked to Xavier's office and walked in.

He looked at my face and could tell something was wrong and says "are you ok?" He get up and walks up to me and hold me by my waist.

"I'm fine I just need to talk to u" he looked at me funny and says.

"What is it" I sighed and looked up at him.

"I can't do this anymore I don't want u to get hurt" he looked at me like wtf.

"Don't tell me your saying this because that guy?"

"Look I don't want anything to happen to you I'm serious I mean I care about you but I can't do this knowing something might happen to you"

"I can handle myself he doesn't scare me don't you wanna be happy? I'm not letting him stop me lavender" I sigh and suck my teeth.

"Boy why you so suborn" he smiles and pulls me closer and says.

"Because I like you" I roll my eyes and kiss his cheek.

"Yea yea yea .. Fine just be careful ok I don't want you to get hurt"

"I won't I'll be fine" he says.

"Ight I trust you with that"