PUSHED TO FAR

Trust No One

I stayed in my room I couldn't believe that Ant really did that to me, I got up and went in the shower and cleaned my whole body and got everything off me like I never cleaned before.

I was still kinda in pain and it was uncomfortable to walk, I got out the shower and went back to my bed.

I tried to go to sleep but I couldn't so I just stayed up all night all that was running through my mind was if I should tell Kyle what happened but the outcome of telling him would mean we would lose everything.

I looked at the time and it was 6:23am I got up finally and walked slowly to the door and opened it the house was quiet, I headed downstairs and made myself something to eat.

After I finished eating I got a text to deliver some xanax and shrooms down to Brooklyn in Gowanus even though Kyle wasn't with me I was still gonna do the delivery even though it felt really weird.

I went to the basement door and put in the code and headed downstairs. I started packing up the stuff and headed out the house to my car, but the car wasn't starting , I was not trying to take the train with all this shit on me but I ain't have no gas.

I get out the car and I'm pissed I really gotta take the train and I really was not trying to. I walked over to the train and waited for the A I was cautious about everyone who looked at me because I didn't know if they knew what I was doing or not.

I knew I wouldn't of felt this way if I was with Kyle.

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I finally made it to Brooklyn and it was mad hot everyone was out today. I walked over to the in Gowanus and walked past the projects and everyone was looking at me some were staring me down but I didn't make eye contact with anyone.

I saw the house a block away and I hurried a little because I did not want all this attention on me. I walked up to the house and it was a nice house it looked like a brownstone I walked up the stairs to the door and rang the bell and waited for a little.

Someone tapped me on the shoulder and I turned around and before I could see this persons face I got punched and everything went black.

I woke up later I didn't know what time it was or anything, the sun was still out and I was on the floor, someone came infront of me and asked if I was ok.

"Yea I'm fine I'm fine" I said to the women and I got up and looked around for the duffel bag full I came with. "My bag where's my bag!?" The lady looked at me funny like I was crazy.
"What are you talking about you did someone steal?" She said back.
"I don't know I had a bag where is it?!" I said to her starting to yell.
"I don't know, I don't know" I sucked my teeth and walked away from her and I looked to see what time it was and I didn't have my watch either.

Damn they took my watch too, I searched for my phone and noticed I still had it in my back pocket I had to get outta here.

So I decided to call my friend Kim she's been a closer friends of mine for years and when ever I needed her she was there and I needed her now.

I dialed her number and waited for her to answer.

"Hello"
"Kim! I need you to come pick me up now!"
"What happened!? Where you at?"
"Meet me at Carroll park I'll tell you in the car, are you close?"
"Alright calm down Lavender I'm in bed study I'll be there in a little"
"Ok hurry up please"

She hung up and I walked over to Carroll park and sat on a bench next to the entrance so that when she pulled up I'd be right in her view.

I waited there for 20 minutes I was so paranoid that someone else was gonna do something to me when they looked at me for to long, I heard a honk and got up and saw Jada's pink Bentley and I rushed over to the car and got in the passenger seat.