my mienfwa a zane~chan fanfic

why?

A/N: the feels begin. *laughs maniacly like a yandere* p.s. everything with quotation marks in italics they're thoughts and I'm sorry I suck at writing 😶😓 so so sorry

(Zane~senpais pov)

"No it had to be her Irene why must you be such a cruel mistress? I walk through a park filled with sakura trees with the love of my life when it happened "zane you know I love you right"
"Yes dammit Kawaii~chan what's been going on with you! you've been having shortness of breath, you've been cold in 100° weather, you've been vomiting every time you try and eat you can tell me anything."
"Kawaii~chan is fine" she lied. Suddenly kawaii~chan started coughing uncontrollably. "Z-zane~senpai help me!" Kawaii~chan pleaded before she passed out. I drove her to the er frantically and I call the gang. "Zane what's going on with Kawaii~Chan?" Katelyn barked. "I don't know she just started coughing uncontrollably at the park" I said worry radiating off my voice. Hours upon hours of agonizing waiting suddenly a doctor walks to us with a somber expression. "Wich one of you is Zane" I hesitantly raise my hand "Zane come with me the others stay here" We all nod and I walk into Kawaii~chans room and I don't see my usually happy and quirky miefwa lover instead I see a girl who's pale with sickness. "So we found something in Kawaii~chans lungs and it's not good"
" wh-what's wrong with her?" I hesitated my voice quivered.
"Well we found a colony of cancer cells in her lungs but it has developed to a point where we can't stop it now we did give her some medicine and the colony shrank and it stayed shrunk this medicine has bought her some time but we don't know how much time but we suggest you spend as much time with her as you can"
"thank you sir if you dont mind could you please tell the others?"
"Of course" I walked to Kawaii~chans weak form. "Z-zane I'm sorry."
"Kawaii~chan what're you sorry for?"
"F-for getting sick"
"K-k-kawaii~chan don't be sorry it's not your fault."
"Z-zane?"
"Yes love"
"Why does Irene hate me?"
"Sweetheart Irene doesn't hate you!" I console. "I feel like I'm being punished"
"I'm sorry this is happening to you Kawaii~chan I'd switch places with you. In a heartbeat you know that right?"
" yes i do thank you Zane." Kawaii~chan yawned falling asleep. I stare at Kawaii~chan and sob loudly. I had been sobbing so loudly it caused Aphmau to cautiously walk up to me "Hey we uh... heard what happened I'm so sorry about her" Aph tried hard to stay strong for my sake "wh-whatre you going to do now?" I sighed and I replied "spend as much time with her as I can." I mumbled this statement causes Aph to break down in tears "Zane I'm so sorry about Kawaii~chan!"
"It's ok all we can do know is enjoy her presence while we can"
"Agreed" hours later I drove Kawaii~chan home just staring at her beauty while I could. "Zane~senpai what're you doing?"
Staring at your elegance"
"Zane~senpai what's wrong?"
"Nothing hunny" I lied