She fought valiantly for half a year and today she was defeated no one can say she didn't keep her chipper attitude for the remainder of her life but I found out through a letter. I found it next to her limp form it read: " to Zane~senpai i love you so much but Kawaii~chan thinks that she's not going to make it she doesn't know how she knows but it's just something, you can sense like a storm or when thunder strikes. And Kawaii~chan started to have this realization that she wasn't going to make it. Zane~senpai has made Kawaii~chans life have meaning I don't want to cause Zane~senpai pain and she wished she could just get rid of this cancer herself but she can't "that's the thing about pain it demands to be felt" (John green) I love you Zane I don't think I'm your Savior no your my Savior, your my laughter amidst the sickness, my light in the darkest of times. Thank you for the memories I love you more than words can explain. If I had only one regret in my life it would be I didn't kiss you enough. But I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone cause I'm not something to be dwelled on its what they told me in high school now it's time for Kawaii~chan to go she's running out of space to write and I lost my fight but it's all right cause I'm watching over you from the clouds above sending down the purest and whitest doves to watch over you and be my watchful eye so this is it Zane~senpai goodbye." I clutch the letter bawling I continue to clutch the letter hopeing that somehow she'll just wake up and kiss me and live on "I love you Kawaii~chan I will always love you!" I screamed mournfully and loudly. Apparently I had been screaming so loud Aphmau had run into my room. " Zane What's going...... no! Oh Zane come here" Aphmau started hugging me while I cried now usually would turn down a hug but right now I was to busy mourning to resist all I could think was "I just want one of her bear hugs"
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my mienfwa a zane~chan fanfic
Fanfictionso I've been obsessively been watching aphmaus mystreet and love~love paradise so when I first heard of the zane~chan ship I was at first a little skeptical then I dug deeper fanfics fan art ect. then after all that I realized oh my IRENE I SHIP IT...