Burn

Chapter 13

*Alyssa's POV*

My head was spinning in thousands of circles and nothing could bring me back to my sanity, what I just heard was going to be the death of me I just couldn't take it. I finally made it back to my parents house but no one was there.

I took upon myself to write a note and leave it on the coffee table clear and visible so anyone could see when they walked in. I rushed upstairs to my room and collapsed my body on my bed.

I couldn't keep my mind from wandering and that was the absolute last thing I wanted to do. Could Mindy be his real wife? Was he playing me? Is this a joke? A million and one questions circled around my head uncontrollably.

I had to do what I always did when I was over thinking. Put on my music. I hooked my iPod up to its speaker and looked for my "bad mood" playlist. The first song that played was Kid Cudi - Solo Dolo, my all time favorite song to listen to when I was down. Kid Cudi was my all time favorite artist and his music was just life to me. I laid down on the bed and let the music carry me off to my dreams.

My intention wasn't to fall asleep but that might've been the best thing to do from preventing me from doing something stupid to myself. Lord knows I didn't want to go back to my dark days as I called them.

My dark days were considered as the time in my life when I was at my worst. I had no one there for me, and I felt that cutting was my own way out. I cut until I had no room left on my skin to cut anymore. I skipped school a lot because when I did go people would question the marks on my arms and legs and I began to run out of excuses.

*Zayn's POV*

After leaving Craig's hide out I had no specific destination, I just knew that I wasn't ready to go back home. I rode around the newscast part of town that I was most unfamiliar with just to see if I'd come across anything picturesque.

I drove around looking at mini shops and clothing stores and all different types of cafés that were really nice. There was one show that called my attention for some weird reason. The shop was called oh la la. It was a little shop on the corner that sold all different types of things from clothing to newspapers.

There was a guy sitting beside the back entrance of the store sitting on 2 black crates stacked on top of each other. He was an Asian man with long black thick hair with a cast on his arm. He dressed in gray sweat pants and a black and gray baseball tee that looked like it was supposed to be black and white. Beside him was a long table full of beautiful flowers of all different types.

The colores varied from white all the way down to a bright violet color that caught my eye from a far. Those were the flowers that I was going to get Lyssa. I knew she'd love it. I went around the store looking for little things that I knew that Lyssa would enjoy and ended up spending at least $100.

I had to have been in the small store for an hour or two because when I came out it was dark outside. Where the hell did the time go? I made it back to my car fast, speeding my way back to my side of town. I knew Alyssa was probably up worried about me. I'm surprised she hadn't called me yet.

I finally made my way back to my apartment and the door had already been unlocked. Alyssa must have been out today and forgot to lock the door back. I arranged her gifts neatly on the island in the kitchen and made my way to the bedroom.

"Ahh, that's why she didn't call." I said silently. I could see her clothes that she had been wearing on the floor in the room and my guess was that she was ready for me. Her head under the covers but I guess that was Alyssa being her silly old self.

"Lyssa honey." I said. She took her hand out of the covers and pointed to the night stand. On the night stand was a note with a drink beside it. The drink had been red & something told me it was one of Lyssa's special makings.

I didn't really read the note, I skimmed all the way to the bottom which happened to say "hurry up & drink & then get ready for me daddy" with a sideways winky face. I chugged the drink & ran to the bathroom to freshen up. I managed to undress myself though I felt myself getting drowsier by the moment. I made my way out to the bed and laid there beside her body.

I threw my hand over on her leg and after that I could see nothing but darkness but I could feel and hear everything. I felt her body get on top of me & she traced my stomach with her soft fingers all the way down to the top of my boxers. She then licked her way back up to my neck and began to give me soft kisses.

I couldn't move but I could feel myself harden for her. Her moans sounded different but I payed no attention because I was so in the mood. She slowly took out my length and began to rub slowly back and forth. The teasing was killing me I needed to be in her mouth now but there was nothing I could do about it. She began to rub me

faster and faster and then began to suck me slowly. This is what I had been waiting for all along.

She took me all in, not leaving an inch of me outside of her mouth. I could fill her wetness on my stomach as she was sitting on me. The arousal in me was firing up more and more and I knew my orgasm was going to come soon. I could hear her moans silently exit her mouth along with my length.

She then stopped sucking & put my length inside her, she began to fuck me uncontrollably but I had no voice or movement to complain or slow her down. When did she become so wild for me. I guess she missed me. I don't know what was happening now I lost feeling and moments after that I was blacked out.

I woke up the next morning with the biggest head ache. I couldn't even open my eyes, or maybe I just didn't want to. I felt an arm over my body and I turned around to see Lyssa's angelic face but instead it was Laney staring me in the eyes.