Forever Love

Big Bro.

Cole's POV
She chuckled , she still had those cute lil dimples deep asf thou. She had her natural hour glass shape. Her personality was still the same .
"Sooo , been years fr fr" she swished her hair out of her face. "So how was military school?"
"Lost a few friends but other than that it was okay?"
"Oh really," her eyes moved up and down my body stopping at my abs and to make it picture perfect for her I flexed my biceps in one big stretch.
She cooed at this I loved this just getting her attention again in a long while, she fed up on my sexiness , can I say the army had me look in like a supermodel for Calvin Klein.
"What you been up to since I've been gone?"
"Mhm, nothing more than usual shopping , u know girly stuff"
"We should have dinner some time you know to build back that lil thing we had"
She scrunched up her nose as if I'd farted in front of the queen or summe.
" ha! Why aren't you funny, you expect all those things that you did will just roll over and I'll be rolling back into your arms again Cole? Are you crazy you must have lost a fxcking screw.  I can't believe you. You know what.... what went through your mind when you had my best friend between your legs sucking on you, huh?"

She looked as if she was about to cry, I just asked her for dinner not a summary but who am I to blame but myself .
*sigh*

"Okay calm down Chelsea I'm sorry okay. She came on- ?"
" that story is very old for guys like you the same quip won't work.  No shit I like to hear than what you were abt to say even if she came onto you, you had no reason to have her sucking on you BTW if you loved me at that time as you said why'd you hurt me?"
"Look I'll explain it to you some day ok?" I had her crying this was not my intention the aim was to just have her in my arms again have her away from that lil pxssy Trey. " I loved you and I still do ok you would have understood if you had given me the time to explain myself ." I stepped forward given us just inches away .

I want to kiss her and just melt her into me just have her for my own and for nobody else but I had to fix this problem that I caused .  I hugged her and to my surprise she froze then hugged back.
" I missed you" I said
" to be honest I missed you too"
" we have history"
" but I have TREY now" she spitefully exaggerated on the trey I heard it in her tone as she rolled his name off her tongue like an Italian dish, I was hurt it felt like acid but I deserved it.
*sigh*
Letting her go I was tempted to bite her inviting lips but then it hit like a motherfxcking truck she wasn't mine.
"I understand.... I ... I totally get it . I'm fine with it . it's okay... I get it "
I love her but if she has a boyfriend I can't help but just back off..
Well for now.

Chelsea's POV
I was crying like a effing baby it was lone awkwardness all of it from sitting there and being embraced by hands I longed for. I can't believe even at this point I cried in front of him I never did that. Running up the stairs I knocked into Daniel.

"You okay sis?"
Wiping my eyes I looked him straight in the eyes and just sobbed more .
"Its everything D . I can't its just weird "
" I don't understand " he looked concerned
" I ..." Looking over my shoulder I saw him , I saw him." Let's go inside my room I don't want him hearing in some sense."
"Ok" he looked confused and annoyed.
Stepping inside my room I fell on my bed flat on my tummy.
" so what's up with you?" Daniel rubbed my back.
"Its just too much for me I don't know what's scarier . I don't know if its because I still love him or if its because I just still have those feelings and memories of him hurting me you know."
"Uh-huh, its okay" he rubbed small circles my back " he loves you okay I'm going to tell you even though he was at military his normal phrases a day or so would be I wonder what Chels is doing under his breath but I hear it. Chelsea I do understand what your going through but I know what Cole is going through also. Before you say anything, I'm not defending him just talking from my experience. See Chels , I cheated on Karly  too back in high school I played with girls feelings alot you know being on the football team and all. He was under pressure from Jessica okay, she offered me a blow job one day in the locker dorms and I was delighted you know , you know how she flashes her hair and all, well when she did to me she was like , any time your ready we can put my tongue into action and guess what being a man I was so caught up I made her suck me dry asf good times." He looked down at me I wasn't aware of how whoring my ex best friend was .

"she tried reaching out to me a few day ago. Maybe I should answer her text and get her details from this whole mystery to at least get to understanding what really happened in those locker rooms, so I can be sure to move on, you know?"
"Yea maybe you should BTW give her my number I want her lips back on my d!ck"
Raising up I wiped my eyes and smiled, wow my brother was brutally too honest at times.
"Your such a dog"
"You know u ladies an hoe's need to stop saying that because I don't know, all dogs go to heaven"
I laughed he wasn't funny but I felt like laughing at the time. He had such corny jokes.
"Whatever bro, where is mom and dad though?"
" they went out "
"Oh okay , dad's probably even getting laid."
" you know the thing" we both laughed.
Leaving the room he gave me a tap on the shoulder
" you should probably hear Cole out you know he might be a dick at the moment but he got a heart too"
I shook my head, " so I don't have a heart" I felt the sting of tears again.

"Look you of all people know I hate more than someone dipping their hand on my plate is one of my family member having problems, so just here him out not saying you should rush in and take him back but just hear him out. Cmon do it for me."
I sighed, maybe I should talk to him.
"Ok, I'll give it a shot"
"Well bathe and stuff I'll be ... I mean we gotta go out around 8:30 to this get together at Mr. Flatz. So dress casual. And please don't make em curves obvious I can't be bothered with watching Cole one gets drunk tonight."
"Welcome home party??"
"Yup! BTW invite one of ur besties I want me summe to put my monster in been a while since I've had a girl ride ..."
"Eww... Nasty ass nxgga ... Officially tmi  please get out."
"Ok whatever call it what u want but I want but I'm tired of beating my meat."
I threw the pillow at him "get out!"
He laughed "so first u rushing me in here to help you out now you want me out, well Chels. Ok.. I'll leave but I'm about to tell Cole a lil secret."
"You wouldn't dare?!"
He smirked "I'll let my tongue roll like a vessel just go have a shower, you be smelling like baby oil mixed with sweat"
Exiting the door he winked at me and flashed his bright white teeth.

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Maybe Chelsea should be taking up her big brother's words but then again she has other things to deal with!
:) happy readings :)