#Just write it

The Pointlessness of life.

So, I have to ask. What is the point of our miserable existence. 

To be happy?

To reproduce? 

To better the human realm?

To give hope?

To allow justice too prevail?

To find God an give your heart to him?

To achieve Nirvana?

To spread the words of your religion?

To pursue typical evils?

Whatever answer you come up with is what you have created out of the pointlessness. If you allow your mind to wander further than that, you will find that even the reason or title that you have given to your life, was created because a general human response to the pointlessness is that it isn't true. Everyone matters. 

However, your brain filled the emptiness of the gap of the pointlessness with whatever you have decided to live for. Your personal world and life revolves around that. It's why you wake up in morning, but honestly. Will what you have accomplish with your short 80 years affect anyone? Maybe the people who loved you dearly will hang on the memories of your liveliness but what happens after everyone who knows you is dead? Living a generally normal life means that after you have gone and everyone you know and love is gone, you will be more than likely forgotten and your 9-5 will be forgotten and the earth will keep rotating as if you were never alive. The universe will forget your face.

But even if you were a celebrity. Even if you were to be remembered in the same way that George Washington was or Albert Einstein was. Way after your death, people are still affected by your choices and outcomes, but when the world stops and every human is gone and all of our empires and accomplishments fizzle out and the world is gone and your life is lost in the effort. 

Now, as depressing as you may find this tid bit of thought, it is actually incredibly uplifting and encouraging. 

Why?

Well, what is holding you back? If nothing actually matters what is holding you back from anything you wanna achieve? What is holding you back from deciding that you do wanna be happy? Why are you embarrassed? Why can't you achieve what goals you want to? Why can't you just enjoy yourself, and honestly as long as you are not effecting anyone else's goal to make the pointlessness count for themselves, because I personally believe that everyone should make their pointlessness personally count, then what is stopping you from anything?

What is actually stopping you from being on TV? What is stopping you from loving the person  you wanna love? What is stopping you from traveling? Find the road blocks and achieve your goals. Nothing else matters or ever will, except for what you want to. If you love making people smile then make them smile. If you enjoy singing out loud, then sing. You are only get one exact chance to live this way again. This is it. Make your pointlessness count. Nothing matter's except for what you decide matters.