How can you love someone one day and not love them the next?
How does that happen?
How can in a span of one day you can stop loving someone that you spent over a year falling for them. Or was it all fake. Was all you wanted sex and when you got bored of that you just threw me away like trash on the sidewalk. How can you continue to lie to me for so long. Even as you were breaking up with me you said those three words. "I love you"
Did you lie to me so much that those words, those lies just started coming naturally? You say, " but I don't want to lose you," knowing full well that your previous statement hurt me so much. Maybe you say you want a break to see someone else. But maybe that's bullcrap because you forced me into doing things that I didnt want to do. But I did them anyways. Because I loved you and I thought you loved me. Maybe I'm just stupid. Just a cliche stupid teenager that thinks she's in love. I tried so hard to avoid that. But you were too sweet to resist. And I guess now I just have to feel the pain of everywhere I go, remembering how much fun I had when we were there. But oh wait. That was fake. So just how much fun I had there and how good of an actor you are to make me think you were having fun too.
