" i was holding august's hand as we were heading back in the house he took a look around and turned to me"
"Is this where you guys live it's super cool" he said with amazement
"yess sweety this is where we live even you" i said hoping he would remember
"Oh i dont remember staying here " he said looking down
"Heyy well how bout we have a family day and watch a movie together " ryan said changing the subject
"Yeah that sounds fun...fun...fun.. whats your name again" august asked
"Im your dad kiddo dont you remember me please remember me "ryan said with hope in his eyes
"I dont sir i really dont i wish i could but i cant " he said
Ryan lets out a small sigh and go to the movie case and i follow behind him we pick out the spongebob movie and put it in cd player but and hour in to the movie august gets sleepy "emm excuse me lady" august said tapping me "Oh sweety you can call me mommy" i say "Oh ok mommy im sleepy " he say rubbing his eyes"Ok come here you can lay near me on me"i tell him. He got close and laid on my lap o looked at him and ruffed his hair and just sat there stairing at him for the longest.30 mins later the movie was over and auggie was fast asleep.i looked to ryan and he was looking at our son "ryan what if he never remember us?" I asked him "dove sweety dont think like that he will and we will help him get it dont worrie we got this" he said as he rasied up and gave me a kiss with soon turned in to a full out make up session till i felt movement on my leg "Omg ryan i forgot he was here" i say oh wow " he said "shut up "i told him and push him. I got from near ryan and picked august up and took him upstairs to his room. I took his shoes,pants,and shirt off so now he only had on was a tank top and his boxers cause it was hot. I tuck him in and pulled the sheets over him and kissed him as i was fina walk out i saw ryan in the door way "Look at him he so cute when hes sleeping " i told him " yeah he gets it from his daddy " he say moving his hair and smiling "wow whatever ryan" i said as i pushed pass him laughing and headed down stairs
August pov ( dreaming) Its dark "where am i " i walked around and as i do i hear voices i walked closer to the sound and soon found my self in a park "i feel like ive been here before "i say to myself
"August jarome mccarton stop running down the slide before you get hurt" a lady yelled where did i here that bame before i thought for a second i remember thats what the lady said my name was "hey thats my name" i say out loud i listen in closer "ok mommy" the little boy yelled the lady im guessing who is his mother came runnig to him and asked him did he wanna play ball with a kid name jacob he said yess and ran to the kid i guess name is jacob and they started throwing the ball and baby august missed it and it came rolling over to older august and he picked it up
"Heyy sir thats me and my best friend ball can u have it back please " baby august asked
"Sure kid here you go"i handed tthe ball to him and when i did he touched me and i felt this big ball of energy flow inside me my head started spinning everything started falling apart and i felt like i was floating in space
I see a room which read memories i look inside and see these ords and each had and date,age and what happened as im looking in side of each one i start to remember each and every last one
"I REMEMBER" i yelled everything i remember it all my dad my mo- my mom i know shes so hurt by this
Then as i start to remember i remember my abuser the person i cant get out my head all the times he hurt me the pain the hurt he put me in it filled my head like a ballon i screamed at the pain it hurted me more then ever
I closed my eyes real tight and opened em i find my self back in my room but when i got up out the bed everything came with me but not my body i touched my face and it went stright though it lik a ghost This what he is having 👇👇
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I look down and see myself floating
My real body started screaming and shaking my mom and dad came running in amd ran straight though me and to my body thats in bed and started yelling my name but it didnt work my mom pulled me in to her lap and started shaking me but not hard i could hear her but i couldnt here me "august baby wake up for mommy please wake up baby " she yelled RYAN HE SWEATING SUPER BAD my mom yelled my ghost body started fadeing away slowly Thats when i remember i read about these type of things and remembered it said put them in cold water and that should wake em up i floated over to her and yelled as loud as i could "COLD WATER PUT HIM IN IN COLD BATH WATER" "Ryan go run some cold water hurry up " she told him he ran to my bathroom and did as told my mom kept shaking me and yelling my name for me to wake up but that wasnt working my dad yelled back and said she should bring me now dove picked me up and ran me to the bath room and her and me both got into the water she splashed the water on my face talking to me hoping i would wake up my im looking at myself and my mother in horror hoping to wake up soon my ghost body still faded away it did so till i was completely gone i was scared at what was fina happen next was i waking up or did i just watch my own self die in my mothers arm
