Life As Dove And Ryan McCartons Son

chapter 28

Dove pov

I woke up "that was a long nap " i say to my self i look at my phone to check the time it's 2:00am "ry" ryan... i turn to see he wasn't next to me
"what the hell he isn't home yet " i say to myself  i called his phone... no answer i looked up and saw the bedroom door fly open and in came a drunk ryan

"Hey -b-baby " he say falling over things

"Where have you been all day ryan its 2:00 in the morning " i yell

"Stop yelling look i wasn't no where i was over a friend house all day and lost track " he say coming close to me

I looked at him his hair was a mess clothes was a mess  i walked to him  that's when something caught my eyes

I grab his face and turned it to the side

" you've been cheating on me have you ryan " 

No he say

"Explain the Hickey on your neck because i didn't do it " i yelled i was beyond mad now

"Listen im not cheating so drop it" he yelled back 

I was so pissed at how ryan been acting  he walk to me and tried to kiss me and so i pushed him away he grabbed me by my arm with a tight grip

"Let me go ryan your hurting me "  i yelled 

"Give me a kiss babe I've missed you,and that body of yours " he say with a weird look on his face

He forced a kiss and made me bite my lip i slapped him with my free hand

He gave   me a look that made me scared  a look that i have never seen before and did a thing  i never thought he would do

He punched me in the eye  really hard i fell to the bed

He came to me and said " i haven't had you in forever the time is now "

"Ryan don't do this please  go lay down your drunk we can talk this out"  i said getting scared

Shut up....he slapped me leaving a red  bruise mark on my cheek

He ripped off all my clothes i had on nothing 

R-r-ryan don't do this what about august he's in his room sleeping what if he hears 
don't scream he wont get hurt either  he say locking the door

He came to me taking his clothes off and  got on top of me "scream ill hurt auggie" he whispered in my ear

"OK" i say on the verge of tears

He pushed his penis hard inside me making me scream out in a loud pain
Going harder each time

" it hurt stoop" i pleaded

All i could think was please dont let my son walk in on us

There was a knock on the door

" mommy im scared its  lighting  outside  can i lay with you "  auggie yelled on the other side of the door
I closed my eyes crying hoping he would just go back to his room

"Mom...mommy please " he yelled

Ryan choked me and whispered " tell him to go  to his room now"  i shook my head gasping for air

He let me go " auggie im busy  go to your room ill be there in a minute ok" 

i yelled hoping he would listen lucky he did but i could tell he was still scared and sad at the sound of his voice 

"Now back to where we were " ryan said 

Each stroke hurt more than the last i tried to push him off of me but he would choke me or pinned me to the bed  i was just crying till it was over

This went on for 30 mins

Ryan finally stop and pulled out fast and i winch in pain everything below my belly hurts so bad my legs were sore my  private part throb it was hurting so bad  i could barley move

Ryan put his clothes back on and said these last hurting words " im leaving you I've found someone else "  and left out leaving me there  naked and crying i couldn't believe i was raped by my own husband and  it almost
Was seen by my son