Tough Love L.H

CHAPTER |FIVE (Seconds Of Summer)

Song for this chapter: Unsteady by X Ambassadors (Dylan Dulap cover) <3 

RECAP: "Whatt research.?" Louis said and took a can as well.

"I need you to find out who was the guy that gave Alice the envelope."

Alice's POV

I opened my eye's and realized that i'm in someones bed. I sat up and looked around the room. The room had grey walls and one black wall. The furniture was mainly black and some of it was white. It looked pretty cool i may add. The bed was black but the bad sheets had almost like a ombre effect from black to grey. I decided to get out of bed but failed miserably. I was about to fall when someone came in and caught me just as i was about to hit the ground. I looked at who caught me and wasn't surprised.

Luke.  

"Thanks." I said still being held in his strong arms. (A/N: Awwww)

"You're welcome, you might want to stay in bed for a while you were gone for for an hour." He replied placing me on the bed and walking  into his wardrobe I'm guessing because he came back with a sweatshirt. 

"Here wear this you won't get ill." He said "I'll grab you some food and you stay in bed okay?" 

"Okay" I replied and he left the room leaving me in his bedroom. Not gonna lie his bedroom is fucking cool. But what i really want to know is why B wanted me to come here. Oh god, where's B. The last time i saw her she was about comfort me because i found out that my...father is alive. So many thoughts in my head i didn't even hear Luke entering the room until he said. 

"Alice are you okay? Whats wrong?" He said passing me a box of tissues that was by the bed on the night stand. I didn't even realise i was in tears.What is happening to me.... what is happening to my life. 

"Yeah I'm.. okay, I just thought of too many things you know... my dad ...... is alive and its a lot to take in." I said trying my hardest not to burst in tears right in front of him. I need B with me right now. "Could you get Bryana here i need to speak to her...please" 

"Yeah of course I'll go grab her, just don't think too much okay. Oh and I brought you some pizza from last night and a drink. It's not very good but that's all we have at the moment." He said and placed the plate with pizza and a can of coke on the nightstand and left to look for B. Let's hope she's here. 

The worst part of all is that my passing out is coming back. Back in UK i passed out a lot, even the doctor didn't know what was wrong with me. I didn't know myself. But few other things were happening too. 

I used to selfharm a lot when i was in Australia and when i came to UK and now all of thoughts are coming back making me want to take the razor blades and run it through my skin. Bryana knows i self harmed and she knows all of the stories with Blake. He's one of the reasons i started it again. But now that i know he is not here, i know that i am safe. He won't hurt me ever again. 

My thoughts were interrupted by the door opening and Bryana run in and pulling me into a massive comforting hug.

"I thought I lost you.... you went really pale like a ghost." She said and I knew that she was crying already which made me get in tears a lottle. Its like a little but a lot. I hate crying but with B it's different, we know each other for so long ever since she moved here from America. We are so close we don't care if we see each other naked, we'll just complement each other and thats it. 

"I'm sorry I don't know what happened. I felt so weak suddenly." I explained to her. I always have that when I'm about to pass out. My body gets weak i can't even hold anything because it'll be too heavy even a bloody phone or candy.