dear tears,
I will never understand how or why you fall so efortlessly, however, I am beginning to understand that it is better to let you out rather than keep you bottled up all the time. I have learned that it is better to express how I feel, because it makes things feel easier for a bit. Although I hate crying in front of anything other that the posters in my room, I am warming up to the idea of releasing my emotions more. You still fall like leaves in autumn, but I have started not to fear the weather, because the colors are so beautiful. There are times where I just wish you would dry up, because like every good thing, there is also a bad counter part. The bad days are... very bad days. Oh, but the good days... I would give anything in the world for someone to be as happy as I am some days. You all are getting easier to accept now, but I am fully aware that my strength will not last long, as it never does.
Sincerely,
me
a/n: I don't feel like editing this because it is almost 4 in the morning. Enjoy, or don't. Whatevs.
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what I should've said
Randomover the past few years, I've dealt with many tragedies and heartbreaks. people deal with those things in several different ways; mine is writing. this is basically a public diary to let you know that you're not alone in whatever battle you're fight...
