Broken Into Pieces (Levi X Reader) ⚠️DISCONTINUED ⚠️

a sorry

Your p.o.v~

I'm glad I got that off my chest. I feel glad. But also ticked. These are just reasons that I can never show emotion. It always gets me or someone hurt...and in this case me. I broke down after that and cried my way to my room.

I searched through my cupboards and finally found it....sake. On my way here I sent on of my comrades to buy me it. I opened the sake and started to drink it. Trust me it was a HUGE bottle of sake. By the time I finished I was drunk, depressed, and angry.

"Why*hiccup* is it *hiccup* always me!" I shouted. Apparently some cadets heard and made their way to my room. "Hey are you alright!?" Someone shouted and tried to open the door. I ran to it and locked it. They started banging in it hard. "Don't make me get Captin Levi!" Another yelled. I didn't listen. I smashed the empty sake bottle on the ground and picked up a glass shard. It cut my hand a little but I didn't care. I started to cut extremely deep wounds into my legs, arms, and then my chest. (Never drink without someone to take you home or help you!) Then I heard the banging stop. Then a GIGANTIC crash of a foot meeting the door. The door flew off its hinges and landed beside my bloody figure. The one who kicked down my door was Levi...

Levi's p.o.v

I saw the cuts, they were bleeding heavily. "S%&#!" I shouted with anger written on my face. I picked her up and ran twords Hanjis office.

Once I got there I kicked the door open.( Dat foot work doe!) I then placed a almost lifeless (y/n) on her desk. Hanji saw and jumped into docter action!

-TEM SKIP BROUGHT BY THE SMEXY SHIRTLESS LEVI!-

She finished making her better...by that I mean stitching her to recovery. Currently (y/n) was crying. "Let me die! I don't want to live! Please!" Was all that could be heard from her mouth.
"stop it! Stop your crying! I'm sorry about what I did earlier and what everyone else has done to you! Just stop hurting yourself about it! I care about you and I can't stand to watch you cut yourself!" I shouted making (y/n) stop crying but motion her arm my way and dragging me by her. She hugged me and sobbed into my shoulder. "L- Levi! I'm sorry! I just couldn't handle it anymore!" She yelled. I started to rub her back and hug her back. "I can't loose another person I care about...I lost to many already" I said. I then heard soft snores. I looked over to see Hanji in shock. While mumbling about us totally going to be a couple in the future. I ignored her and placed her down and went to my room getting the most comfortable blanket I owned. I then placed it over her fragile body. I then motioned Hanji to follow me and let her rest. I'm just glad I got to say sorry...but this weird feeling inside my chest. Like weights being slammed against my heart and a warm feeling on my cheeks. 'i...I can't love her.......can I?' I thought.