She Needs To Know: A TeenWolf/Stiles Stilinski FanFiction

The Hysterical Thoughts with Death

Bethany's POV~~~ 

     "What the hell!" I exclaimed between choking up these white orbs, "Is going on!". No one answered they just stood there with there mouths open,staring. All three by my side helping me through this. Once i was done with that scaring expierence. I went to the living room sat down and turned off the tv. "IS SOMEONE GOING TO TELL ME WHY THE HELL IM PUKING MISTLETOE BECAUSE YOU ALL SEEM TO KNOW ALOT MORE THAN YOU LEAD ON TO KNOW!" And nothing, no reply, just stares. Isaac was just texting the whole past hour, I wonder who was so important to distract him from his friend throwing up!

     Then Derek and Stiles came burting through the front door with Scott. "Beths are you ok?", Derek asked. Finally someone actually concerned for well being. "no!" I said simply loud, and freaked out.  They then rushed me to the hospital and took me to the ER. Apparently, the cause of the sickness is unknown so i lie in the hospital for days, staring at the ceiling. Derek and Stiles at my side, each holding a hand.  I couldn't help but think they both knew more than they said. Like it all related to them. And honestly i think it did. But here i am laying hopelessly. Waiting for some miracle. That probably wont ever come. "Ease up on the death grips guys", I muttered as they gave me a weak smile.  Its funny how comical people become in their last moments. They assume any thing you say could be your last word so why not make it like your old, happy self. But it got to the point where i could even utter words, just letters and soon nothing.

     Derek left after a while doing who knows what, leaving me alone with stiles. My eyees were shut probably leading him to think i was asleep. "Come on Beths, pull through. I want to get to know you better. To ask you out on our first date. To tell you i love you...Just please. you don't deserve this. Your cousin and the your friends all put you in danger just because you know them...and me the guy who stays up all night think about how utterly amazing you are, and how stupid i am for being to wimpy to ask you, standing in front of my mirror practicing. I put you in danger too. I run with the wolves. Knowing us puts you in danger, but i don't want to not know you." He smiled a bit through to tears and let out a small laugh before he continued." I guess knows a good of time as ever, Bethany will you go out with?" With the last amount of extra energy i had i choked out, "Yes Stiles. Yes,I'll go out with you." And that was all i said before i fell in this deep, dark sleep.

     Did i just die. I couldn't have if i can still think? But where i am? I am in the hospital and i hear something crying, like a baby. Then I turn around and see a little girl playing with her bike while her mom laughs and tickles her. I have seen this little girl before, in a picture, hanging in our living room. Then I am transported to the soccer field where i beat Stiles at soccer.I watch as I this short strawberry blonde dashes past him to score, and the amazed smile he had on his face when he leaves to field. and i finally realized, I am the baby, the little girl, and the girl on the soccer field. This is my life...Flashing before my eyes.

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