Niall's Biggest Secrets

Chapter Seven

The boys had been ignoring Niall since that meeting with Parker. He was hurt, lonely, and started cutting again. He was almost never sober, locked in his room, and the boys hadn't noticed a thing, or the fact that he barely eats or talks. Niall found no reason to do either, but tonight he decided that he was going to a pub to sing one of his new songs he wrote.

Liam was also miserable. When he got home from the meeting, he told the boys that he messed up and they became sympathetic for him. They quickly forgot about how Niall was hurting more. Louis, Zayn, and Harry decided to take Liam to the pub down the street, to watch some of the performances and keep his mind off things.

Grabbing his guitar, Niall made his way to the low stage, and turned to the microphone, just as the boys walked over to watch. They gasped as they saw Niall on stage, announcing he wrote a new song, and took in his ragged appearance. Even though it looked like he tried to clean up, you could see the bags under his tired eyes, and see the hurt etched on his face. Niall didn't notice them, and started playing.

{A/N, the song he sings is by Nickleback, How You Remind Me}

Never made it as a wise man

I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing

Tired of living like a blind man

I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling

And this is how you remind me

This is how you remind me

Of what I really am

This is how you remind me

Of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry

I was waiting on a different story

This time I'm mistaken

For handing you a heart worth breaking

And I've been wrong, I've been down,

Been to the bottom of every bottle

These five words in my head

Scream "are we having fun yet?"

Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no

Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no

It's not like you didn't know that

I said I love you and I swear I still do

And it must have been so bad

Cause living with me must have damn near killed you

And this is how, you remind me

Of what I really am

This is how, you remind me

Of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry

I was waiting on a different story

This time I'm mistaken

For handing you a heart worth breaking

And I've been wrong, I've been down,

Been to the bottom of every bottle

These five words in my head

Scream "are we having fun yet?"

Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no

Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no

Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no

Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no

Never made it as a wise man

I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing

And this is how you remind me

This is how you remind me

This is how you remind me

Of what I really am

This is how you remind me

Of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry

I was waiting on a different story

This time I'm mistaken

For handing you a heart worth breaking

And I've been wrong, I've been down,

Been to the bottom of every bottle

These five words in my head

Scream "are we having fun yet?"

[3x]

Yeah, yeah, are we having fun yet?

Yeah, yeah, no, no

The boys were in shock as they listened to Niall's delicate voice, filled with so much emotion, and felt guilty. Watching the tears flow down his face, he left the stage.