Day 1

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Today

I tried to leave my loneliness

But

Now I am walking right back to my loneliness

I try to leave

But get pushed right back into my Loneliness

By the people who wanted me

To leave my loneliness

Ironic isn't it

I get stabbed by the ones I love

Everyday

Without them even knowing

I have been hurt, betrayed, and hit

By the people I loved

I ask myself everyday

"Why am I still here, why can't I leave all this behind me and run away"

No matter how many times I asked myself this question

I never answered

My loneliness is a black hole

No matter how many time I escape it

I am always pushed right back in

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