Dear dairy

Dear friend

Dear Friend

First of all

All I can say is

I'm hurt

I thought we were friends

I know I'm annoying

I know I'm dumb

I know I'm arrogant

But still I thought we were at lest friends

It seem I was the only one who thought we were friends

I'm hurt

I know it sounds stupid

But what can I do

I'm human

Or did you forget that

Just like everyone else

I cry

I scream

And hide away my pain

I let my wall down around you

I know I act strange sometimes

And can be very annoying

But that how I cope with life

Now suddenly you don't want to even talk to me

I feels so abounded

I know I sound stupid but

What can I do when one of my friend suddenly abounded me

I already thoughts everyone was leaving me

Now I'm starting to feel they all going come true

I'm going to be all alone

Everyone's going to abound me

Just like you

All I can do is put up a tough act

Like everyone would expect

But

I can't hide these tears when I'm alone

I guess our friendship was only half-hearted

By tenzin