When I'm sad
I look down
I don't like people seeing me
I feel if I look down
No one would see me
I can't cry in front of people
Because than they would be sad
I'm ok with being the only one sad
I have moment where I cry with no one around
I'm just over sensitive
It's me
I'm the problem
People just say mean thing when their
Angry
Stressed
Or sad
So it's my fault for being sensitive
I'm quiet when I cry
I'm not loud
I'm don't make crying noises
Maybe cause I'm so used to crying silently so no one would hear me
I used to go to the bathroom to cry
And I would scream silently
So much
I kinda forgot how to scream
People say screaming helps release your trapped emotion
But I don't know how to scream
YOU ARE READING
Dear dairy
PoetryThe days of my life written in poetry. The feeling I felt, the things that happen in my life but instead of a story I will write a poem for each day. I might not write everyday but for each emotion I feel I will write an poem
