Letting go

Part 1

Over a year ago there were two Individuals who never met each other's in the real world, But were acquainted from a virtual fantasy game world. After a while of repeating the same routine during Every afternoon coming back from school and heading over to the virtual gaming world of Runescape,
Fighting monsters, exploring, going into combat against other players in a place called the Wilderness.

There was a frustrating day where I met or in other words became friends with an individual by being unable to access my account, without a care or hesitation I ended up giving her my information just to test if she can log into it, which was unsuccessful. To her it was ironic but knew that I trusted her
And just from that we became friends.

After a few months, we started to develop a bond. On a daily basis we would always communicate with each other, fight other players as a group and do all sort of things. But from there
We began to socialize even more throughout texting. At first I asked her for her number but I was pretty doubtful. But luckily received her number and from there we talked on a daily basis, constantly talking from morning to night for months. During that time I gave her little hints that indicated that I had interest in her, but didn't know if she felt the same way.
Until I came to the conclusion where I asked her "to be mine" eventually she said "yes" and felt very blissful based on her response.

Throughout everyday I would always make an attempt to make her day. Make her laugh, smile tell her how beautiful she is and always thinking about significant other when ever she goes out. Because that's how I truly felt.
Even though we are still young but id always plan or discuss our future life.
I knew the topic of having a child would always make her smile very hard to the point where she couldn't stop smiling. And asked her "what would you think if we named our daughter (Hope)"? She had the most beautiful smile I've ever seen in life that day forward. She then told me that she loved that name, and throughout our conversation I'd be cute and charming.
Basically any other boyfriend would do in a relationship. And I loved her so much, even though we'd be so clingy we could never see each other separating from each other, we were so close , the fact that not being able to talk to each other for 20min felt like we've spent a full day not communicating and it was that difficult. However we tried to stay happy and try not to get negative thoughts get to us and that was our goal. Months later, I told her things that she didn't know about me basically catfished her, mind you I wouldn't do anything to hurt her, I told her I was 4 years younger than her ( so I was 14 or 15 and she was 18 at the time ) and instead of revealing who I was I'd show her pictures of my brother instead of my self which was selfish and my reason was because the first day I actually met her through text I fell head over heals for her and also felt insecure. but I thought if she knew me before she wouldn't have felt the same way I felt.

However after a while of thinking she accepted it, and we continued with our relationship, but Other than that I haven't told her any other lie because I couldn't stand seeing her in the position of being hurt.
So since that was my first lie I tried to rebuild our trust which worked out ok and just moved on.