Dear diary; I hate myself.

5 AM

I can't help but wonder 

wonder who you're with right now

wonder what you are doing

wonder if you've been drinking.

I can't help but think

think about what we had

think about what we could've been

think about all the good times we shared.

It is 5 am and I am alone,

my friends just left the house 

I had a great time

and I hope you did too.