Falling for my brother

You mean everything to me

??? P.O.V
I was thinking about him again i have only seen him 2 times and the second i talked to him and saw his eyes his smile that was enough for a starter but i need more of him i need him with me, i need him to be close to me, i need to place a kiss on his head every night when he goes to bed watching him for 16 years sitting in that home and just crying his shiny eyes out...calling another man dad and not knowing who he really is....i was a really bad parent..but i did it to save his life...i only wanted my son to have a good life but i guess i made a mistake when i gave him up...i pretended that i was dead and i lied to the one man that i love......but i will protect him...

Ethan's P.O.V
I let out a huge annoyed groan when i heard the buzzing on my alarm clock i looked at the clock and it read 6:00am i looked at the clock and spoke to it...
"Why do you do this to me?" I asked the clock and the only response i got was another annoyed ringing, rolling my eyes i sighed and thought i must be crazy i'm talking to a clock! I laughed a little and entered my bathroom and i turned on the shower on, running my hands trough my body i was thinking about Alex...i can't wait to see him today he must be still a sleep he wales up at 6:30am...i continued smiling and before i knew i was done with the shower...i got out and it was time to pick some clothes up...i went to my closet and i opened it...i picked out
A plain white v neck t-shirt, and over sized flat shirt and i put on some regular jeans then i put on some necklaces....i looked at my reflection on the mirror and i smiled i looked good...i walked to my door and opened it and i walked down stares to make something to eat....

Alex's P.O.V
I slowly and lazily opened my eyes and read the numbers on the clock it read 6:30am...i rolled around my bead and i saw that i was sleeping in my jeans and my good white shirt...i let out a huge sigh and i rubbed my eyes with my hand i ran my hand trough my hair and got up out of bead...i saw all the work that i didn't do last night so there was no lunch for me today at school i had to finish the work that i didn't do last night...i walked to my wardrobe and i saw what was my option to wear today...i looked at it for a while and my eyes spotted on a pair of jeans and a red shirt with huge letters on it..i picked it out and laid them on my messy bead....i yawned and i walked in to my bathroom i tuck my cloths off and i stepped in to the shower i let the hot water touch my unheated body...i ran my hands trough my body to help clean it i then let the water touch my dirty blonde hair i shampooed it and i turned the warming water out...i got out of the shower and i went to my room to change...i picked up my pants and slipped them on, i then tuck the white socks and i put them on my freezing feet...i picked my long slaved shirt and i put it on...i also put on my lucky bracelet and i ran the towel trough my wet hair...i dried it a little and i started to flip my hair so i will dry it a little more..then i turned on the hair drier and dried it completely....i styled it differently today so my bangs ere up and not in my eyes...i put some cologne and i packed my back pack...as i was packing my back pack i heard my phone buzzing i got up to answer it and saw the caller id was Melissa...i rolled my eyes and i left it ringing...i went to finish packing my back pack but Melissa wouldn't stop calling, i got up and answered my phone...
"Alex thank good...i have been calling you for ages...today i'm picking you up from home we will go to school together... " she said...i rolled my eyes...
"Look i appreciate your offer but my brother always takes me to school and..." She cut me off
"Yeh and you are still going to go with him after what he did yesterday? He yanked you out of the school and then he told me that you belong to him..." I closed my eyes remembering about it and i let put a sigh...
"Okay..pick me up" i said and hang up my phone...i sat on my bead and i tried to remember what happened...i remembered and i sighed....i had to ignore Ethan for the day....i had to not show andy kind of feelings....i picked my back pack on and i went down stares...walking down the stirs i was trying not to sake or blush or do anything that will make me look like i have a crush on him...good help me...as i entered the kitchen the smell of cooled pancakes and bacon and eggs attacked my nose i put my back pack down and i didn't even look at Ethan...
"Good morning Alex" he said with a smile on his face...i gave him a fake smile and turned around...i didn't say good morning back....
"Hurry up with your breakfast because we have 10 more minutes.." He said sitting down...i looked at him and said..
"Yeah about that...a friend is going to pick me up from home today..you don't have to take me to school" i said and looked at him...
"Who?" He asked...i looked away and told him the truth...
"Melissa" i said....he looked away and he tuck my hand i pulled it away and looked in to his green orbs...
"Ethan please don't say anything...about yesterday that was just a...just a..." He cut me off
"Just me showing my feelings!" He yelled i looked at him and got up...
"Please don't play with me Ethan i want us to be brothers..." I said and my phone buzzed i tuck it put and saw that it was Melissa i answered it..
"Hey we are out..." She said and i said
"Okay i will be right out..." I hanged up and i got up of the chair i felt Ethan's eyes on me and i felt him grabbing my hand...
"Alex...have a good day.." He said and wrapped me in his arms...i felt his heart beat and i wrapped my arms around him as well...i soon pulled away and looked away from him...
"I have to go.." I said and i was out the door...i felt his eyes on me again i was in front of Melissa's car and i was about to get in i turned around and i saw him waving at me i waved back and i went in the car....as i got in i felt Melissa's hands wrap around my neck and her lips on my cheek...i looked at Ethan once again and he was walking in side the house....
"Alex this is my cousin Monica she is 18" i looked at the girl who was driving and said a simple hello and i turned my gaze to the window thinking about if Ethan was okay...

Ethan's P.O.V
He went with her...he chose her and he told me that he wants to be brothers..he is not mine he chose her...was all i could think about all day in the office was all i could think about..Alex Alex Alex Alex...and no one else rolling my eyes i wanted to pick him up from schools and to have fun with him...

Alex's P.O.V
I was at the school and lunch came along i had to do my home work and i was doing it...while Melissa was sitting in front of me talking about some stuff that i was not even interested i reached my hand to grab the water and to drink it...a huge spit take happened and all of my water now was on a poor girl that was walking by...the reason why that happened was cause Melissa said...
"So mow we are dating..." Dating!??? I never said that we were dating i don't even like her!! I rolled my eyes and an hour i had to convince Melissa that we are not dating...school was over soon and Melissa would not let go of me she was so close that it was getting on my nerves i saw Ethan there standing in front of his car and i walked up to him..
"I'm not taking you home i'm taking you to have some fun" he said and i agreed we went shopping and i had a lot of cloths now...time passed and we were sotting in a caffe shop...
"I'm sorry that i forgot about you...i got drunk and i was just stupid to forget you" he said i smiled...
"It's okay" i said and looked at him he tuck my hand and looked me in the eyes...
"You mean a lot to me Alex" he said and i noted my head looking at the snow out the window i realized that Ethan was my first love...