Something I Couldn't See

Background So Far..

~Joshs POV~
It was tough but we finally banded together. Made enough money from stealing things and side jobs that we made it fine. My parent were rich because they were the strongest of the pack and wanted me safe so to ensure that I was they kicked me out of the pack so I wouldn't get depressed from not being able to hang out with the brothers of my original pack. But they gave me everything I wanted. Money and a new start to my openly gay life. Those were my dreams. We didn't move far away. But I took all my misfit friends from the other packs and moved away. Paz was from one Then Chole and John another. They said they had brothers and sisters but they were rumors from others. To the different side of the woods or for that matter anywhere.  The woods was over 1000 acres so I wouldn't see my family very often unless I wanted something. Then I could always go back but never back to the pack. i was hated for leaving and i knew it i didnt wanted to go back. No one knew the reason i left but they wouldnt have cared, The others had some money with them and we agreed not to go all in together and have our money issues separate. I was always back up though. I had hated it but it was a thing and since I was back up and the richest I was Alpha and no one would challenge me. They hid behind me. We started school soon soon bring like less than a week and we had to get good grades to show our parents that we could live on our own and go out life the way we wanted. We were all finally happy. We also decided that John and Chole would get there own room but had to keep the house clean because they graduated early from being home schooled from their parents and didn't want public schooling. They were "mates"and never wanted to be alone. Now Paz he was just there. Alone and unknown by many but not me. But  he knew he didn't want his family. His family wasn't like mine and gave him a new chance. He ran away and found us. He was a lot younger than us. I was the oldest and everyone else followed. Paz wanted a friend and we kept him safe. I helped with his money things and he was the one who stole but never from us. He came to me with one of his deepest secrets. He didn't know which to choose. He loved Choles sister Abbi. But the thing he didn't know is he had a friend who was a male from a different pack his name was Silver. One day him and Paz were talking and he came out and told Paz that he, Silver was gay. But he couldn't tell anyone because his pack would disown him. And his mother told him that 2 of their own had already left of hers she didnt need more disrespect from her child. She never spoke of them and they were shamed from every corner. They didnt even speak the names . Paz looked me me as a brother and i accepted that, but my best friend was Chole. She made me be okay with being gay and knowing it wasnt bad and helped me through a lot i almost never spoke about. I wasnt much of a talker but i was there when she needed me and vise versa. Until i knew her dark side. Which i even took as a surprise. She was all over the place. She was Chole. Thats the best i could explain it.