Something I Couldn't See

When?

-Joshs POV-
"Well I think I'll take you home. Silver and Paz will be okay for a little. So shall we get going?" I ask and Daniel nods. With our hands still laced we walk to the car and I tell Silver to watch over Paz and I'll be right back.
We drive in silent as the music plays in the background. Daniel sits staring out the window and daydreaming in the window. Then I finally decided to speak up.
"Well what does this mean now? No one knows at school? Do you want them too?"
Daniel looks over at me and listens. "I mean I'm scared of what the school would say they are a mainly straight school. And we have only known each other for a couple hours. And I also just learned I was werewolf. I'm confused with everything right now. I'm not saying we shouldn't be friends. I think it's true killing yourself seemed irrational to not be around your mate but I understand the feelings or never wanting to leave them. I think of it this way.. I'm okay dating but without the school knowing right now. You can teach me ways of werewolf and we can cuddle and do other relationship things alone at your house. My family don't allow friends over very often so I'm scared. Again everything's just tossed around and I need time to think and so far that's what I have thought of." I'm glad he was honest with me but it hurt. All the truth hurts. That was true. But this was like a knife I was in charge of all the relationship issues, I mean literally everything. Relationships are meant for 2 people to do work not just one..
I drive him home and once we arrived I turn off the car and just sit there staring at the house that he says he lives in. "Well here we are..." I finally speak up.
"Yep. So are we going to be so romantical and you know share a kiss we both know we want or am I going to run inside and hope you don't hate me for everything I have said." he chuckled but I knew he was serious.
"We are in front of your house not mine. Your call. Mister smooth." I didn't laugh or anything. I wanted not to hurt him but make something sting like he had stung me on the way here.
"Alright then. Well Goodnight I guess." Daniel started to open the door and get out but I could tell it stung. Worse than I wanted it too.
"Wait Dan, if I may.. I mean I'll say goodnight but I'll also text you when I make it home. Unless you don't want me safe. Then I'll go run into a bridge for fun. But I mean fuck it. I love you Daniel. " I couldn't stand it. He was hurt but he was also so unknown and that's another thing I liked about him I never knew. But I knew he was my mate and I knew I wanted him and only him.
"I love you too Josh." Daniel mumbled.
And with that I sped off and was home where I could park my car and just relax. And did exactly that.
Even those 5 seconds felt nice. Well until Silver told Paz how to change into werewolf. And that ended the relaxation time as I thought he was there as a strange old murderer and was there to hurt the kids which wasn't going to fly with me. My eyes were playing tricks on me and i just saw everything i didn't want to see and i would freak out to them playing in the weeds and it was just awful. I needed sleep and soon.

"Okay Silver you need to go home. Paz get into the car you're not staying alone." I had yelled to the boys That's when i remembered i kicked the others out and they weren't sure if they were coming back but they were awful and just mean. I still didn't know what to do during this time right now i didn't text just yet.I guess i wasn't the only one who didn' t know anything.