Something I Couldn't See

Rules and Butterflies

-Daniel POV-
"Wait you can understand werewolf??" Josh had now changed back into human and was bug eyed and happy. "This only comes to a natural werewolf. They are the only ones that understand other werewolves not even Paz can understand me yet and hes  half man." Josh was babbling to himself.
I myself was confused. Maybe this is why I was attracted to dogs and happy when they were around. The only time I chose to even take a break from chores was for dogs. They are the best things. Now I was carried away in my thoughts.
"So I can understand werewolf eh?"I chuckled and laughed. 

Paz just sat there not understanding any of this and Silver was surprised but not affected enough."Did you understand him?" Paz whispered to Silver and Silver nodded. 

"Daniel just spoke werewolf. Josh and me both understood. Josh had said this. and Daniel answered with Um Hi?"Silver spoke and Now everyone was confused. 

"Wait... Silver? You can understand us too?" Josh had spoke. 

"Well Yeah. Paz must have not told you. I am a werewolf myself. I  learned the language from my parents when i was young. I was a cub. Now they are trying to teach my to change. Maybe you can help!!" Silver was happy. He had friends just like him and his family. 

"I'm so confused. I never had to learn the language.Why do i know it?" I question this was all new news for me. 

"Well with that Daniel its hard to just have a solid answer for you... Some people learn from other things. I went to school and learned some and some home like say a normal human baby. That's what Paz here is learning. He's half human so he cant just pick it up. Some full blood werewolves. I assume like you. Have it natural." Silver stated like it was nothing. He was only 14 and he knew more than Josh ever knew. 

"Why dont you know this Josh?"  I ask curiosity killed me. Give me hell for it. I just learned i could be fullblood werewolf!!

"I don't know all of werewolf laws but i know the important ones. When i said i was alpha of the misfit pack i was serious. I, Josh am Alpha. Chole comes second. Which idk.. that wasn't such a  good idea on my part. Anyway, Me Paz John Chole are all pack members who were kicked out or left the original pack we were born into. I was gay, so I needed a new pack.Mine was very homophobic and my mom gave me a shit load of money and said I love you and good luck. Chole got kicked out for faking mates. One of the many mates was John. He stayed through all of the cheating all of the lies through everything. Paz can tell you his story." Daniel explained. Then Paz joined in. "Like Silver has said Im half human. My Dad never saw me and he was the human. He raped my mother. That's where the half comes in. My mom couldnt change form cause she was in public. And that's one of the many laws. Don't change in public. That why we live in the woods. My mother's mate which i never figured out his name. Well another rule of the werewolf community if its not yours don't take care of it. So he didn't care about me. My mom i was a burden too. I wasn't a full litter so i was the only one left that survived. Human males can only produce one baby. Me. Then My mom gave birth to me and that was it all the others didn't make it. I still go to the scene every once and awhile. Saddening so i don't talk about it much. But one day i was real young i say about 3 years old. My mom couldn't feed me anymore. One cubs turn 3 they have to hunt with their dad and I didn't have a dad. I didn't know how to hunt so I was stuck and got lost when I tried. Its really big woods here but not to big because Josh found me and well took care of me. Taught me how to hunt and I lived. But not well and I asked if i could live with him that I had nowhere else to go. And He said he didn't either.  So this was the start of the pack then Chole came and with her came John. I still don't like them but Josh is my brother and i need a pack. I need someone besides myself." He had tears in his eyes but never stuttered and never stopped. He lasted longer than i would.

 Silver had hugged him and then finally he cried and cried. Finally Josh spoke up. "Silver bring Paz inside and ill come in soon. I love you Paz." He gave him a little shake on the boys head and Silver walked off. 

"Now you know more than everyone. Now i think im becoming your teacher if you never knew anything i have to at least be some help to you."Josh stated. He only wanted to help me. Why would i let him? "okay Josh. I have a question of werewolf if i may ask?" Josh nodded and i continued. " Well with me nevere knowing anything do you think my parents know about me?" 

"Another rule of the pack. I was old enough to this from the start. If you dont want your kid or cant have your did like an elder cant have kids after so long. So if they are young enough register them as human and put them into foster care. They might not be your parents Daniel. I hate to say this but that's all i know"Josh stated and he wasnt fake about it. I had to think I had enough of it. But i wanted to know this feeling i had. I had it when i first met him and never went away no matter what i did. 

" I have one more question for today?Then i want time to think about all this. Please?"I asked but Josh looked hurt He wanted more of me and he thought i was going to leave. "Okay then what is it?"

"What is this feeling i still feel and when i saw you this morning. No matter how much i try. You won't leave my head. I miss you when your gone. I can't stop thinking of you when you leave me and when your happy and not creepy angry I  never want to take my eyes off you and Idk  its so annoying and frustrating for me to handle all of this. Is this part werewolf of me too?"

"Actually yes it is and i didnt know this feeling till this morning or else i would have said you were crazy. I dont mean this rudely but its the truth. You Daniel are gay and we are mates. " I smiled and  Josh stepped closer so that we were less than i millimeter apart. "May I?" He held my hand and laced our fingers together.I noded and He kissed me very lightly on my lips and that sinking feeling in my gut i had went away. and filled with butterflies.It was wonderful. He was right I had found my mate.